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About 7, I believe. When my grandmother died.

How old were you the first time you saw a squatting toilet? 320px Squat toilet with tank
 
hunterfla

hunterfla

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Sep 13, 2022
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About 7, I believe. When my grandmother died.

How old were you the first time you saw a squatting toilet?
Today years old. (first time)

How old were you when you rode your first roller coaster?
 
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UnlimitedPain

Looking For The End!!
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Inside my mothers belly

How old was you when you first used social media?
 
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Well, I used AOL when I was about 15, back in 1996, I don't know if that counts! I used forums as well back then. I only used Facebook in about 2007 I think, so I was 25 for that. I never used MySpace.

How old were you when you started driving?
 
hunterfla

hunterfla

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15. unless you count sitting on dad's lap and steering around the dirt roads...in that case about 6.

How old were you when you realized that our government doesn't have our best interest in mind?
 
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Sep 2, 2022
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15. unless you count sitting on dad's lap and steering around the dirt roads...in that case about 6.

How old were you when you realized that our government doesn't have our best interest in mind?
About 17. I started question everything. Which made me really paranoid. Escpecially while smoking weed all day.

Have you ever commited a crime if so what was it?
 
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About 17. I started question everything. Which made me really paranoid. Escpecially while smoking weed all day.

Have you ever commited a crime if so what was it?
Maybe but not sure that's a good thing to mention here. lol
 
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I stole a chocolate bar from a shop when I was about 6.

How old were you when you realised that not everyone is nice
 
willitpass

willitpass

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Mar 10, 2020
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I stole a chocolate bar from a shop when I was about 6.

How old were you when you realised that not everyone is nice
probably around 4-5? i can't remember a specific moment of realizing it

how old were you when you got your first pet
 
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UnlimitedPain

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My own 8/9 was a hamster, but I always been surrounded by animals through family in countries we used working dogs

How old was you when you got into an argument and realised you can't win/ be understood
 
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When I was 3. Argued with my mum and regretted it

How old were you when you thought about (not?) having kids
 
willitpass

willitpass

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When I was 3. Argued with my mum and regretted it

How old were you when you thought about (not?) having kids
3 for having kids, 17 when i realized it would be cruel to bring another life into this world. it was a very heartbreaking realization tbh, i still desperately wish to have kids but won't because it's not fair to them.

how old were you when you lost your first tooth
 
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Um not sure! 5?

How old were you when you learned to ride a bike?
 
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I was 6 - pretty late, as far as I understand. I remember the age because people told me, at the time, how late it was.

How old were you the first time your worldview had a major shift?
 
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UnlimitedPain

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4/5 - 18 - 25 maybe more but those were the 3 stand out events of traumatic experience that something changed

How old where you when you saw fireworks?
 
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I think I was 9, we didn't have them in Zimbabwe, only when we came to England

How old were you when you learned what rape is?
 
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I stole a chocolate bar from a shop when I was about 6.

How old were you when you realised that not everyone is nice
I stole 2 of them today. At the store where my sister works. She told me to haha
I think I was 9, we didn't have them in Zimbabwe, only when we came to England

How old were you when you learned what rape is?
Idk man this is a very taff question I never got raped back in the day. Thank God. probably. 10. Or 12.

How old where you when you first smoked weed. 15 for me I think
 
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jodes2

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How old were you when you first thought about your death or suicide?
 
willitpass

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How old were you when you first thought about your death or suicide?
10. the night before the first day of fifth grade i was up all night crying bc i kept having intrusive thoughts about stabbing myself in the chest

how old were you when you moved out of the house
 
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18 but I moved back in 2 years later

How old were you when you first tried drugs?
 
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UnlimitedPain

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Weed 14 Drink 12 anything hardcore around 18

How old were you when you first watch porn?
 
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Weed 14 Drink 12 anything hardcore around 18

How old were you when you first watch porn?
12 or 13

how old were you when you got your first job
 
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UnlimitedPain

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17 flunking education is one of my regrets I struggle to get over

How old were you when you first did an all nighter
 
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willitpass

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17 flunking education is one of my regrets I struggle to get over

How old were you when you first did an all nighter
10… i'm realizing all of my firsts occurred at the same age lol

when did you have your first kiss
 
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UnlimitedPain

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Depends hard one too answer for me gonna say 8

How old was you when you first broke a bone?(if you have )
 
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I was 16 when I first broke my bone. I was goalkeeper during the football match but had no gloves broke my wrist.

How old where you when you first went to a hospital or emergency room?
 
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Aug 28, 2022
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When I was born. I was premature

How old were you when you learned that electronic dance music was a thing?
 
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UnlimitedPain

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3 I fell of a climbing frame in nursery and cracked my skull

How old was you when you was first prescribed something for something?
 
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When I was 16 I got Prozac for depression

How old were you when you first cooked something?
 
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