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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
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cheese.out

cheese.out

Why am I still here
Jul 25, 2023
200
I'm 20, and I'm surprised that I'm still here :( I didn't really want to make it past childhood, but hopefully I can be gone soon
Im 20 too and feeling the same. I thought I wouldnt make it pass 18. Hope you will find the peace you deserve
 
ABSOLUTION

ABSOLUTION

Member
Jul 25, 2023
61
18. Granted, I don't need to leave out of desperation, but out of necessity.
So I predict I won't make it past 20 if I can help it.
 
Haruka

Haruka

the most beautiful angel
Mar 24, 2023
168
Im 20 too and feeling the same. I thought I wouldnt make it pass 18. Hope you will find the peace you deserve
Me too, it's a shame that I did make it into adulthood, but hopefully we can both find peace soon.
 
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666razorblade

666razorblade

bleeding euphoria
Jul 7, 2023
27
22. Which is weird, because I never thought I'd make it to 20.
 
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thetrout

Member
Jul 25, 2023
28
early 50s. wow so many young people here. what a world.
 
booplesnoot34

booplesnoot34

I’ll miss the winter, a world of fragile things
Feb 8, 2023
77
28. Never thought I'd make it past 18.
 
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Misfit72

Student
Aug 25, 2020
156
I'm 50. It's sad to see the number of people in their late teens and early twenties, but if I were that age now, with access to the same information and resources, I might be prepared to end my life there and then, though I hope I'd give life a chance.

Now that I'm 50, however, and I have given life a chance, I feel there's nothing left. There's nothing left I want to do, nowhere left I want to go, no one left I want to meet.

I don't want to be saved, which in reality means being treated no better than a drugged farm animal.
 
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bestbeforetomorrow

bestbeforetomorrow

i am not a 'who', Archivist, i am a 'what' she/it
Jul 27, 2023
36
im 20, just registered ✌️
 
Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
Older than dirt
 
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HighFlight

HighFlight

Global mod
Jun 28, 2023
707
Are we talking emotionally (23), physically (92), or just based on our birthday (55)??
 
Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
Are we talking emotionally (23), physically (92), or just based on our birthday (55)??
LMAO
I'm 50. It's sad to see the number of people in their late teens and early twenties, but if I were that age now, with access to the same information and resources, I might be prepared to end my life there and then, though I hope I'd give life a chance.

Now that I'm 50, however, and I have given life a chance, I feel there's nothing left. There's nothing left I want to do, nowhere left I want to go, no one left I want to meet.

I don't want to be saved, which in reality means being treated no better than a drugged farm animal.
Try 62!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 

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