how old are you?

[miserableforever]

I'm 46. I'm probably the minority in the group since my wanting to CTB is due to a condition I developed in my mid thirties which causes me chronic pain and disability. I never wanted to CTB when I was healthy. I always was aware of how lucky I was to be healthy and figured I could handle anything as long as I had my health. I am really surprised how many people on here are so young (20's and younger). It seems like there are so many young people these days who are so unhappy. Maybe I am just more aware now but it didn't seem to be that way when I was that age. Its really very sad and concerning. I think this world is just getting worse and worse in every way imaginable.

I agree. I'm 'old' too but my twenties were ok, even with my life being horrible. Idk why it's so much worse now. I always thought with age comes self control and a nice job and steady existence. Nope.

 

[Donk]

43 now

 

[Shadowplay]

38

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I'm 27 now and plan to CTB while I'm 28 if I haven't entered my first romantic relationship by then and if that fails, then definitely right after I turn 30. I don't know why I even bother trying though. I've literally been told that most people consider being a dateless, kissless virgin well into my late 20s is a huge red flag and no girl with a shred of intelligence and/or sanity would be dumb/crazy enough to ever wanna go out with me anyway so I wish I could just rip the band-aid off now but I think 28 is a pretty good age to end it on anyway. Eight is my favorite single digit number so it's just as well.

 

[Shadowplay]

I thought I was quite old, but there appears to be a mix of ages here. Curious.

 

[TheHatedOne]

20.

 

[darkghost]

21

 

[Naufrago]

53 years old, the last 10 years half alive...

 

[Chockles]

I'm 46. I'm probably the minority in the group since my wanting to CTB is due to a condition I developed in my mid thirties which causes me chronic pain and disability. I never wanted to CTB when I was healthy. I always was aware of how lucky I was to be healthy and figured I could handle anything as long as I had my health. I am really surprised how many people on here are so young (20's and younger). It seems like there are so many young people these days who are so unhappy. Maybe I am just more aware now but it didn't seem to be that way when I was that age. Its really very sad and concerning. I think this world is just getting worse and worse in every way imaginable.

I can relate. I've always had some health issues but nothing that had me suicidal until 9 months ago I became bed ridden in agony with no chance of recovery all my nerves & muscles destroyed by some rare issue. I'm 48 & been suicidal every day since this happened as I can barely exist let alone live. I hope to ctb soon. .

 

[existtosuffer]

Early 30s. I'll be amazed if I make it to 35.

How foolish and naive I was as a child when I couldn't wait to be an adult.

 

[Grant Me Death]

23

 

[blueclover_.]

Luckily, if you have trashy habits (only fast food, don't do exercise, weird sleep schedule...) You don't see that clearly when you are around 30

dying of heart disease sounds painful in itself. there are more fancy ways to die please

 

[Yukako]

19, but i feel like 80...

 

[rationaltake]

Just over 60. My life hasn't worked out. Code for I'm in mental agony!

 

[Romeo1984]

36

 

[Seafoam]

24 long years :^(

 

[ALifeNotWorthLiving]

I'm 23

 

[Caramelized]

Barely getting started and I'm already done at 18. ( ˘︹˘ )

 

[TotallyIsolated]

Barely getting started and I'm already done at 18. ( ˘︹˘ )

I know its such a tired old cliche, but you're so young. You could screw everything up and start again from scratch and you'd STILL be young and have your whole life ahead of you. I'm sorry life has been so unkind to you, but you have potential in you that you dont even know about yet.

I hate to sound like a pro-lifer here. Its your right to CTB if thats what you decide. Your feelings are valid.

 

[lotus11]

29

 

[Littlepaws]

30

I've always been a bit more emotionally mature for my age though. Physically always looked a bit younger (or so I'm told) :|

 

[Molded foundation]

14 billion years. Only been aware for like almost a quarter of a century though.

 

[nottheend]

32 and had enough

 

[Seaghost]

My documents say 38. My mirror say not 30 and my feelings and my body often switching between 14 and 84.
Wow...I'm blessed.....

 

[medicinenightmares]

I am 23.

 

[peach]

I'm 23, and I hope I can ctb in winter.

 

[Dot]

17, turning 18 in 2 months.
Think i'm one of the youngest users of the forum.

...you need to be 18 to be on this site...
@RainAndSadness @Astray