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kingkong57

kingkong57

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May 24, 2021
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FUCK IT, YOURE ALL SO FUCKING YOUNG?!!!!!!!!!
seriously, I meant no harm in my previous post when I said
"Give us your children, those we don't fuck we eat" (my shirt design for Pride, a commentary on the envious heteronormal cravings we queers suffer from...)
or my other one about my ideal job being an ice-cream truck driver so I can steal children..
Wow i couldv been arrested, again. But u love me for my sickfuckd humour right?!
I'm sorry, mommy. (I've been to prison and while I did find true love there, I also lost my conscience) I'm finding my way back (thats a lie: im doomed...truly.).

So maybe with all you kids about we should start a little league team?
Or don't any of you play well with others?
"The PsychoKillers" maybe, and you can wear black (except for the pastel goth kid with the kitty ears) and you can just baseballbatbeat the bejesus out of whomever
(ball skills are overated on the field, not in bed tho)
And to think I lecture ethics. I'm so fired! (already sleeping with an ex (masters) student) so not unexpected....
In my time we had Pethadene and AIDS, so there's no excuse... (for not...)
that said I hope u kids are taking irresponsible risks (the purpose of youth) yeah?
Who cares how young people are? The shit people have experienced is so varied. I would say I've experienced more in my 20 years than many have in 50. Naive that may be. I will not know because I don't intend on prolonging this agony for years upon years. I wonder what right you think you have to call us kids, as though we are the only naive ones. You said you lecture ethics, can you answer the following questions for me please? (I study science not ethics, so my terminology will be basic.) Do you think that since none of us asked for life, we then all have a right to die on our own terms, irrespective of what or how long we've experienced consciousness? Or does this change depending on relationships we form and especially obligatory ones such as family?
All ages (18 and over) can be suicidal, as proven by this thread. I'm glad you've had the strength to carry on for longer than some here but since this website is 18+ I feel you should assume we are all adults and not demean anybody.
 
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Failed the test that was never given
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turning 21 in less than a month
 
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28, my plan is to not turn 30
 
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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
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Who cares how young people are? The shit people have experienced is so varied.
All ages (18 and over) can be suicidal, as proven by this thread. I'm glad you've had the strength to carry on for longer than some here but since this website is 18+ I feel you should assume we are all adults and not demean anybody.
My friend u are the one assuming stuff :: not my fault if u jump to conclusions and misunderstanding me..
anyone that knows me knows my humour. I demean no-one... most of my friends on this forum are around 20, and we have awesome conversations.
Read some of my posts about the struggles of youth (I lecture young adults, trust me I assume nothing..)
I'm the last person who will wax lyricsl about 'the ignorance of youth....' nyeh. nyeh.
I'm not sure if you get that, no matter....

To prove my point, I Quote Myself Below :: (comment on how we'd describe the SS community, again read the whole thread to get how it turned into someone being dissapointed cos older peeps not that visible)

To Quote Myself::
You're as old as you feel, age ain't a pre-requisite yeah. I get u tho...
Maturity is different, there are some wise ancients amongst us, you must be patient
[we wander past really slowly (zimmerframes), and are well camouflaged, kinda like wildebeest in the bush!]
I dig the youngsters tho :: SI isn't ageist, i don't see why should we be?!
I teach irl, so I value their input, while avoiding the trickiest of the times they struggle thru... (...and they update the music thread something stupendous!)

Apologise if I inadvertently pissed u off, not my intention...
So now u know :: u didn't know, there you go....
 
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SleepDealer

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I never understand TriggerHappy's posts, I need someone to translate for me

anyway I'm 24 and according to some teens I'm already a dinosaur
 
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22..
 
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I'm 2X. I wish I was younger.
 
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anaschariac

the worst person in the whole world
Aug 26, 2021
8
Turning 23 soon. I hope this will be my last birthday
 
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foreverlikethestars

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I'm 20. Unfortunately many people in my generation are having a hard time finding our place in this world. I feel it'll be a very long and devastating life for myself and I know so many are feeling the same
 
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UselessBeing

UselessBeing

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Sep 3, 2021
48
25 closer to 26. I was supposed to CTB by 18 but kept failing and hate that I'm still here because I never planned to be here this long lmfao
 
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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,297
I never understand TriggerHappy's posts, I need someone to translate for me...

Consider yourself lucky, spared in fact ::
that triggerhappy dude is seriously screwed up, wouldn't want a day pass into that messed up mind...

i don't think anyone understands him :: he often mentions Aunty Alzheimers and Granny Dementia, but i don't think they're real. I'm thinking schizophrenia...or maybe its all those psych /street drugs he's been on. Shame...
Sometimes he's quite funny, (even though he's got cool taste in music) maybe he's Ike a serial killer predator...or even like one of those freaky scary homeless people that screams and shouts at shit nobody can see?!

Whatever it is there's no Codex Seraphinianus that would ever explain his crazy shit mindfullness / mindlessness [sic] to me - & maybe thats a good thing ::
Its like practicing your favourite Latin quote and because you've mispronounced it, you've summoned up a magickal demon that wants to fuck /eat you.

I think we should get him banned. He's not like us.



♤ NOT taking this thread hostage, I swear! I just couldn't resist,
and u know me and my urges...♧
 
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36. Wish I had died at 30.
 
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kingkong57

kingkong57

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May 24, 2021
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My friend u are the one assuming stuff :: not my fault if u jump to conclusions and misunderstanding me..
anyone that knows me knows my humour. I demean no-one... most of my friends on this forum are around 20, and we have awesome conversations.
Read some of my posts about the struggles of youth (I lecture young adults, trust me I assume nothing..)
I'm the last person who will wax lyricsl about 'the ignorance of youth....' nyeh. nyeh.
I'm not sure if you get that, no matter....

To prove my point, I Quote Myself Below :: (comment on how we'd describe the SS community, again read the whole thread to get how it turned into someone being dissapointed cos older peeps not that visible)

To Quote Myself::
You're as old as you feel, age ain't a pre-requisite yeah. I get u tho...
Maturity is different, there are some wise ancients amongst us, you must be patient
[we wander past really slowly (zimmerframes), and are well camouflaged, kinda like wildebeest in the bush!]
I dig the youngsters tho :: SI isn't ageist, i don't see why should we be?!
I teach irl, so I value their input, while avoiding the trickiest of the times they struggle thru... (...and they update the music thread something stupendous!)

Apologise if I inadvertently pissed u off, not my intention...
So now u know :: u didn't know, there you go....
Apology not necessary and thank you for clarifying, I haven't read any of your previous posts and immediately jumped on the defensive when I saw the previous. I'm sorry
 
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chloe roxanne

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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
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1,297
Apology not necessary and thank you for clarifying, I haven't read any of your previous posts and immediately jumped on the defensive when I saw the previous. I'm sorry
Damn y'see it's the excesses of that youthfull wisdom & maturity that shows us seniors up everytime - there you go again proving old farts like me wrong :: truthfully I was prepping for a whole defensive maneuver on yr part - that didn't come...! :wink:
Honesty, integrity, saving face is clearly not a character defect just reserved for the aged - thanks for the welcome surprise yeah?!
Tx Migs / Trigger
 
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kingkong57

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Damn y'see it's the excesses of that youthfull wisdom & maturity that shows us seniors up everytime - there you go again proving old farts like me wrong :: truthfully I was prepping for a whole defensive maneuver on yr part - that didn't come...! :wink:
Honesty, integrity, saving face is clearly not a character defect just reserved for the aged - thanks for the welcome surprise yeah?!
Tx Migs / Trigger
your welcome x
your welcome x
Oh dear…. I meant you're. Face no longer saved !!
 
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SleepDealer

SleepDealer

Your Imaginary Friend
Aug 13, 2021
138
Consider yourself lucky, spared in fact ::
that triggerhappy dude is seriously screwed up, wouldn't want a day pass into that messed up mind...

i don't think anyone understands him :: he often mentions Aunty Alzheimers and Granny Dementia, but i don't think they're real. I'm thinking schizophrenia...or maybe its all those psych /street drugs he's been on. Shame...
Sometimes he's quite funny, (even though he's got cool taste in music) maybe he's Ike a serial killer predator...or even like one of those freaky scary homeless people that screams and shouts at shit nobody can see?!

Whatever it is there's no Codex Seraphinianus that would ever explain his crazy shit mindfullness / mindlessness [sic] to me - & maybe thats a good thing ::
Its like practicing your favourite Latin quote and because you've mispronounced it, you've summoned up a magickal demon that wants to fuck /eat you.

I think we should get him banned. He's not like us.



♤ NOT taking this thread hostage, I swear! I just couldn't resist,
and u know me and my urges...♧
Wait, what was that about summoning demons that want to fuck/eat you? I think I need some of that in my life... Let's keep the guy around, maybe he'll drop some expertise on demon summoning. Besides, I like screwed up people and with all these twenty-something youngins around, where else are we supposed to get aged wisdom?
 
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I'm 55 years old
 
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ImpairedLowlife

Empty and hollow
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Only 20. My plan was to ctb before 20, but unfortunately it didn't happen :(
 
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