
davidtorez
Warlock
- Mar 8, 2024
- 701
Everyday since my health has been getting worse. Plan is already in my head on where and how I'll be doing it. Just a matter of time but I'm guessing I won't make it through next year
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Daily. At least twice or thrice to be specifically.as i find myself getting older and still facing my mental health issues and suicidal thoughts i've realized that i've just increasingly grown more suicidal despite efforts to get better and now having different reasons to be.
these past few months have been especially hard, as i've genuinely thought about suicide. every. single. day.
i can distract myself for a little, maybe even a while, but eventually i'll go back to feeling like i want to die. or that i should've been dead already. or that i have to die.
and, without fail, these thoughts happen at the very least once day (though it's most often more than once).
so, i was just curious about how often you all think about suicide and in what ways it manifests?
also, this is my first post so hi everyone! :)
All the time. It never stops.as i find myself getting older and still facing my mental health issues and suicidal thoughts i've realized that i've just increasingly grown more suicidal despite efforts to get better and now having different reasons to be.
these past few months have been especially hard, as i've genuinely thought about suicide. every. single. day.
i can distract myself for a little, maybe even a while, but eventually i'll go back to feeling like i want to die. or that i should've been dead already. or that i have to die.
and, without fail, these thoughts happen at the very least once day (though it's most often more than once).
so, i was just curious about how often you all think about suicide and in what ways it manifests?
also, this is my first post so hi everyone! :)
Love your username, I have OCD too.Feeling suicidal is like a coping mechanism for me when everything feels overwhelming.
Every day. Even if just for a split second.as i find myself getting older and still facing my mental health issues and suicidal thoughts i've realized that i've just increasingly grown more suicidal despite efforts to get better and now having different reasons to be.
these past few months have been especially hard, as i've genuinely thought about suicide. every. single. day.
i can distract myself for a little, maybe even a while, but eventually i'll go back to feeling like i want to die. or that i should've been dead already. or that i have to die.
and, without fail, these thoughts happen at the very least once day (though it's most often more than once).
so, i was just curious about how often you all think about suicide and in what ways it manifests?
also, this is my first post so hi everyone! :)
I wish weed could work for me, as it does for the neighbors on both sides of me.take weed everyday to get high to feel some comfort and to forget my problems
Pretty much the same here, too. When I'm asleep and dreaming, never. Not sure what that means.Every hour of every day
Everyday, my suicidal thoughts are constant.as i find myself getting older and still facing my mental health issues and suicidal thoughts i've realized that i've just increasingly grown more suicidal despite efforts to get better and now having different reasons to be.
these past few months have been especially hard, as i've genuinely thought about suicide. every. single. day.
i can distract myself for a little, maybe even a while, but eventually i'll go back to feeling like i want to die. or that i should've been dead already. or that i have to die.
and, without fail, these thoughts happen at the very least once day (though it's most often more than once).
so, i was just curious about how often you all think about suicide and in what ways it manifests?
also, this is my first post so hi everyone! :)