Venting How my life is going

[Saponification]

Time is running out and I still see no light at the end of the tunnel. I'm feeling nothing but bottomless emptiness. If my life were a TV show every single episode would be meaningless filler. If I didn't know any better I'd think the universe is trying to send me a message—perhaps telling me that I simply have no place in this world; that I should go back to the void where I rightfully belong.

 

[hippiedeath]

I feel the same way. One minute I'm hopeful, then dark as fuck. No more roller coaster.

 

[FishRain3469]

Ever so sadlyy... I'm right there with you, and it's a Very extremely toxic cycle indeed. Makes me wanna blow my fckn brains out right Now honestly.

You are Not alone in this, Try and take care of yourself if possible. ♥ -

 

[Saponification]

Ever so sadlyy... I'm right there with you, and it's a Very extremely toxic cycle indeed. Makes me wanna blow my fckn brains out right Now honestly.

You are Not alone in this, Try and take care of yourself if possible. ♥ -

Appreciate the sentiment but you'd have to define taking care of myself. While I have a healthy lifestyle and try to cope as much as I can, I am starting to actively plan my CTB lol.

 

[FishRain3469]

I get it, and certainly understand. lol. I meant just by basic type stuff I guess.... sleep, eating, hygiene... ya know.

 

[bananaolympus]

I can relate also feel like some force like destiny telling me i overwelcome my stay here