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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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In my case, I'd give everything that I have and, if that isn't enough, I'll try and make some money so that it would be enough. The greatest thing that I could have in life is control and being able to ctb peacefully whenever I want to. There just isn't anything that's worth more than that in my view.

What about you, what would you give for it?
 
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kvsvenky100

Student
Dec 7, 2023
155
Same as you.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
I'm not aloud to touch my trust but if I could Id spend whats in there 830,000$
 
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AAE

AAE

Member
Mar 28, 2024
77
I would have mixed feelings. We know about those companies that have people pay a fortune to travel to be able to legally CTB, after having like 20 doctors "confirm" their suffering.

In my opinion, society owes us who suffer endlessly the freedom to not have to make them millionaires just for us to be free. They're all rich as a result of abusing us all anyway. They deserve nothing from us.

That said, on an average day I'd probably give everything I own, since they've already taken my life, love and home away from me.
 
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Lish

Lish

I, too, shall burn
Jun 4, 2024
39
Everything I own.

Limbs, even, just to have someone administer it for me.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,319
Not sure really. That presumably still means taking it alone. Trusting it is the genuine article. I'm guessing you still need to acquire antiemetics? I'd actually much rather take it in a clinical setting with people around who know what to do if it doesn't work. I'd pay the going rate- whatever that is- for an assisted suicide in a clinic happily. There was a case here with someone who failed with N I believe. They didn't have enough if I remember rightly.

At the end of the day, all DIY home suicides are winging it. Taking a chemical or drugs we don't know how we'll react to with no one to help if things go wrong. Only a (possibly angry) first responder team who will dump us in a psyche ward if we manage to call them. I guess I'd feel happier with N rather than SN but honestly, I still wouldn't be 100% confident. I wouldn't even be totally confident in a clinic. How do any of us really know what dieing will be like until we do it? Although, N obviously sounds much nicer than a lot of what we have left available.
 
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drowinginsorrowww

Member
Aug 4, 2021
31
Not sure really. That presumably still means taking it alone. Trusting it is the genuine article. I'm guessing you still need to acquire antiemetics? I'd actually much rather take it in a clinical setting with people around who know what to do if it doesn't work. I'd pay the going rate- whatever that is- for an assisted suicide in a clinic happily. There was a case here with someone who failed with N I believe. They didn't have enough if I remember rightly.

At the end of the day, all DIY home suicides are winging it. Taking a chemical or drugs we don't know how we'll react to with no one to help if things go wrong. Only a (possibly angry) first responder team who will dump us in a psyche ward if we manage to call them. I guess I'd feel happier with N rather than SN but honestly, I still wouldn't be 100% confident. I wouldn't even be totally confident in a clinic. How do any of us really know what dieing will be like until we do it? Although, N obviously sounds much nicer than a lot of what we have left available.
Think I was here for that in 21, there was a vendor (C I think) who was selling at 50% ish purity (again IFAIK)

As for the OP pretty much everything, organs, could save up and sell some stuff. A N Y T H I N G!
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,504
Probably at least $1K to ensure 100% guaranteed to never be confiscated, 100% legit N, and such. If I had to pay more than that, I may as well go to Dignitas or Pegasos for assisted CTB.
 
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treestumpbootsneo

treestumpbootsneo

Member
Sep 14, 2021
35
I'd definitely pay a lot for N. I don't know how to get it without being detected. SN is way easier
 
Wendigo

Wendigo

Member
Nov 2, 2024
40
I would pay 6 figures for assisted suicide, but for a bottle of N, given that I need to administer it by myself, 5 figures.
N is right now my top priority, like a dream come true.
 
AnderDethsky

AnderDethsky

/̵͇̿̿/'Ģæ'Ģæ Ģæ ̿̿ ̿̿ ̿̿(ā•„ļ¹ā•„)
Oct 19, 2024
108
What is N?
Nembutal (Pentobarbital) - a drug that, if taken, will cause you to die in less than an hour from respiratory arrest. It is considered the source of the most peaceful and painless death.

The degree of significance of this artifact for the users of this forum is quite comparable to the significance of the Philosopher's Stone in the Harry Potter universe
 
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ladylazarus4

ladylazarus4

exhausted
May 12, 2024
275
If it was guaranteed to work? Everything- once I'm dead it won't matter, right? I don't have any people who would inherit anything from me so it doesn't really matter.
 
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donwhitman

Member
May 12, 2024
60
We shd be giving access to N not blocked from getting it
 
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