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Generic

Member
Jan 9, 2020
11
A few family members might be sad for a little while, but that's all.
 
TheEndof

TheEndof

It's getting dark and it's getting cold
Dec 31, 2019
146
My mom and grandmother. Everyone else would "miss" me in that they'd feel sad for a little while but eventually get over it and move on. I imagine I'll always be someone they look back on every now and again and wonder what they might have been able to do differently or what led up to CTB. I don't see that as being genuinely missed though.
 
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Fullmoonishere

Fullmoonishere

Member
Jan 11, 2020
14
I have some ideas as to who would definitely miss me, but there's really no way to know if other people who I haven't considered would miss me, too.
 
Proto

Proto

Student
Jan 21, 2020
117
Only 2-3 family members here. But that's enough to keep me alive, for now...
 
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TheLastGoodbye

Student
Oct 23, 2019
109
None
 
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Majin K.

Majin K.

too weak for this world
Jan 9, 2020
232
My family and friends for sure.
 
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AcornUnderground

Mage
Feb 28, 2020
505
My children. My beautiful innocent sweet children. If I weren't so physically ill and in terrible pain, I would stay. I'm heartbroken. I loved life and never wanted to leave.
 
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Treeline589

Experienced
Dec 14, 2021
234
Nobody
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
It doesnt matter, life goes on. Soon or later they forget
 
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DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
Maybe a few.

My friend from Arizona, my counselor, and the few people I chat with on skype/instagram that live overseas. And discord friends if that counts.

A few coworkers would probably miss me as well, though I'm sure they'll get over it quickly…

Family? Dunno… my grandma would surely miss me, and maybe my little cousin. The rest I don't really give a shit about considering they contributed to my suffering, then again, neither do I really give a shit about my grandma considering how she's also had a role to play.
 
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Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
No one will know. I'll just be a missing person on a milk carton.
 
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Red Scare

Red Scare

Wizard
Mar 1, 2022
647
God will care.
God doesn't exist.... or rather, which of the 4000+ gods do you mean? I'm pretty sure there has never been any evidence that any of the gods that man has ever dreamed of exists.
 
Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
God doesn't exist.... or rather, which of the 4000+ gods do you mean? I'm pretty sure there has never been any evidence that any of the gods that man has ever dreamed of exists.
The demiurge.
 
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PigeonDreamzz

PigeonDreamzz

The broken Pigeon
Feb 3, 2022
68
i had hundreds of friends and family but i can honestly say that i can count on one hand how many people will miss me
My 2 best friends, my grandmother, my little brothers (4 and 6yo), 2 other friends.
 
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TheBroken

TheBroken

What Really Matters Anymore?
Feb 13, 2022
241
Maybe 5-8 people, but not really for very long afterwards. Mostly just because I'm not there to do things for them anymore.
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
parents, no one else.
 
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SubZero

Member
Feb 8, 2022
98
My parents, my brother, my cousins, their wives, my aunt and uncle. These are the people who will deeply miss me. As for the others - some will grief but it will quickly pass. My ex may not even shed a tear after she broke a 5 year relationship in a blink of an eye and got another guy for a boyfriend shortly after. I hate to do this to my closest ones. I really don't want to die this way. I want to continue my old life but sadly it is never coming back. I would even continue on fighting in life if my conditions were not so severe and disabling. I am a fighter in nature but this time I have been beaten.
 
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Pain In The Ass

Pain In The Ass

Wizard
Feb 10, 2022
638
My Mum, and one friend. My Dad will probably just be devastated I did it because of how my Mum will be, because it will screw up the rest of his retirement. I would like to be able to wait for my Mum to die so I don't have to hurt her, but she's 70; she could have another 20 years left, or more! Sorry, but fuck that!!!
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,316
In my case, if I died today I would be leaving behind a few family members, but the way I see it, it does not matter to me how others react after my death as I will not be alive at that point.
 
NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
374
I'd hurt a lot of people, especially my family and girlfriend. I feel bad for anyone has given me support in the past few years in an attempt to keep me from suicide. It is unfortunate that their effort will likely be wasted.
 
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Area Man

Student
Mar 31, 2021
124
I don't think anyone will truly. They'll want to forget.
 
MatthewV3

MatthewV3

Student
Dec 15, 2021
107
Only my family members and my dog. Except them, I don't have any friends or anyone.
 

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