How many people do you have that keep you from ctb?

[Versailles]

My mother, my best friend and my possible future partner who does not exist yet

 

[nopointofliving]

One mum

 

[Seiba]

None really, I live for myself. I wouldn't consider living for others either. I suppose I have one good online friend and we were both homeschooled. I've talked to the person a while about suicide and she's pro-choice about suicide. I may leave her a note because of the years of talking to her but that might make leaving harder. It generally varies if the person really talks to me much at all since she has other friends and other stuff going on.

 

[NotSureToEndure]

Some family, and my partner.

My parents are both gone already.

My mum killed herself when I was a young teen. I know if I did the same it would really fuck up the family I have left, and although we're not super close, I do care for them and how another suicide might affect them.

I certainly don't hate her for doing it, but I do wish I could have a conversation with her about it now.

My dad went from natural causes, and much later (thankfully). He was still too young and it was completely out the blue. In a way that screwed with my head more as he was a genuinely good man, and he really did do his best to keep us going when my mum went.

If he was still around I think i'd be less inclined to think about suicide.

I sometimes wish there was a way to exit without causing any upset, but I know that is impossible.