The mental health conglomerate is one of the most corrupt and cutthroat industries I have had the displeasure of dealing with as a patient. In fact, the health industry in general has inflicted far more harm than good - physically and psychologically - but I will focus on mental health here.
As someone with conditions that cannot be cured or treated with a plethora of pills, CBT workbooks or positive thinking, I have been treated like a pariah. I have been told that I am non-compliant, refuse to engage, do not try hard enough and reject treatment.
In reality, I have tried everything reasonably accessible to me. I have tried every antidepressant I can get my hands on. I am currently trialling medical cannabis as a final resort. I have tried CBT, DBT, counselling, psychotherapy and every talking therapy option offered where I live, along with any private alternatives I could afford.
I never attended with the expectation I can be easily "fixed." I understood that effort, time and work was a requirement on my part. I tried my best to be open-minded and receptive.
Yet each time, I was also confronted with the same pseudoscientific drivel. That being deeply traumatised is a choice. Being immobilised by illness is a choice. Being suicidal is a choice. I just need to adopt a better mindset. I just need to make better decisions. I just need to choose recovery. This rhetoric seeped its way into every modality. Cognitive Behavioural Therapy was regarded as a panacea, despite its shoddy foundations and inefficacy - it was like being subjected to glorified gaslighting and brainwashing.
Challenging and criticising these methods was tantamount to heresy. How dare you claim that therapy doesn't work for you? Don't you realise that you are the exception to the rule? Can't you see that it's all your fault? No-one ever admitted that the interventions offered were inadequate, that they could be obsolete, that they were ill-equipped to help me.
I am currently doing EMDR and being confronted with the exact same nonsense as all previous therapies - the therapist does not know the first thing about trauma, yet is muddling their way through another CBT-inspired script before they progress onto the processing stage. If I could only make some friends, get married and work full-time, everything would fall into place. I just need to push through my severe chronic pain, get over my physical and mental illnesses and get out into the world. It is absolutely absurd. I have left sessions simultaneously crying with disappointment and laughing at the ridiculousness of it all.
The fact that it's socially acceptable for a therapist to blame their patient for their difficulties and place the onus entirely on patients to recover speaks volumes about psychiatry. Do we blame people with cancer for not being able to heal themselves? Do we blame people with asthma and tell them they are not trying hard enough to breathe air? Of course not. So why does the industry blame people with mental illnesses for not transforming into fully cured normies after swallowing some pills and summoning some magical mind power that everyone else apparently possesses to simply become more positive?
I am not opposed to all mental health treatments as a whole. However, I do reject an industry that abuses, gaslights, lies to and neglects its patients. I reject an industry that prescribes pills like Jelly Beans and then blames the patient if they do not work. I reject an industry that peddles pseudoscience and prioritises the narcissistic pride of its practitioners over the welfare of their patients.