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thr0waway12345

thr0waway12345

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Mar 22, 2023
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im 5'1 and weigh 115 pounds, i know that its not a good method and that it will hurt, i want it to hurt
 
EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

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Oct 21, 2023
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Do not try to overdose on Benedryl. Benedryl has delirant properties at higher dosages, causing hallucinations. People who have tripped on high dosages of Benedryl have talked about having negative side effects that have impacted them long-term. In general, ODing on OTC drugs has a very low success rate.
 
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qwert3948

qwert3948

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Apr 24, 2023
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whether it hurts or not the problem is that it just might and likely will not work
 
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dewdrop

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It's unlikely to work. It is more likely to leave you with permanent brain damage, even in incredibly high doses. There are accounts of people surviving several grams. I know you don't care about the pain, but it would really be the most agonizing experience. Physical side effects aside, it's not hallucinations from "tripping" like you trip on psychedelics, it's actually just psychosis and permanent brain damage being dealt. I am so sorry you are suffering so much. Please do not overdose on benadryl, you will live to regret that so much. I know it doesn't mean a lot, but I'm sending peace and love, and I hope you reconsider this method.
 
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thr0waway12345

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It's unlikely to work. It is more likely to leave you with permanent brain damage, even in incredibly high doses. There are accounts of people surviving several grams. I know you don't care about the pain, but it would really be the most agonizing experience. Physical side effects aside, it's not hallucinations from "tripping" like you trip on psychedelics, it's actually just psychosis and permanent brain damage being dealt. I am so sorry you are suffering so much. Please do not overdose on benadryl, you will live to regret that so much. I know it doesn't mean a lot, but I'm sending peace and love, and I hope you reconsider this method.
i just don't know what to do anymore i can't find sn
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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please consider other methods. this isn't a method and you'll more than likely end up in a worse position. meant with care.
 
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