How many have n and are waiting?

[Ccre]

I haven't - was addressing the poster

Oh ok, I'd like to get some too. I'm just worried it won't get delivered.

 

[s_girl]

Very very scary article about N coma but not dead. Resuscitated and kept on life support, despite having a DNR. We don't know the specifics (like quality or dose) but this is seriously TERRIFYING...

https://www.theherald.com.au/story/1807785/ainas-tale-why-i-ended-my-life/

Has anyone else heard of other examples like this?

 

[Ccre]

Very very scary article about N coma but not dead. Resuscitated and kept on life support, despite having a DNR. We don't know the specifics (like quality or dose) but this is seriously TERRIFYING...

https://www.theherald.com.au/story/1807785/ainas-tale-why-i-ended-my-life/

Has anyone else heard of other examples like this?

Ultimately she passed, and if done without the risk of being found this seems avoidable. Really would like some N. I would happily pay a grand for assured delivery and potency.

 

[samhelloall9]

Not me, but please, hear me out :)
I realise i don't want to get into trouble from mods or anyone by wandering into this thread, but can i just say that if I had the stuff already or was expecting to have the stuff, heck i'd be out of here so fast. i'm not one who cares much for material things or anything really (not in my day-to-day life) but in the sense that, once i'm ready, i don't procrastinate or i would not procrastinate. but that's just me. alas, i have none and don't expect to. i'm just saying, if those hang around that's their choice, but being the anxious worrier i am, i wouldn't delay, unless to prevent failure, that'd be the only reason, i wouldn't be the type to care about making everything look all neat and tidied up, you know the whole make amends or write things down, blah blah blah. it's all material to me and no longer important. sorry for my rant here. i hope it's okay?

 

[I want to end it]

I have it. It is pretty much a foolproof method provided you take the requisite dose (plus the anti-emetics) and are not disturbed for at least 12 hrs.
I have only heard of 2 people surviving it, the first guy didn't take enough as he was knocked out after only drinking one bottle and the other was discovered early and "saved'.

12 hours? Does it really take that long to die from it?

 

[samhelloall9]

I don't have it. But I'm reading how successful it is if pure. Wondering if I should explore this option. Anyone done it and survived?

lucky are those who do have it, aye? lucky them. ah well.

 

[RainAndSadness]

What are you waiting for?

I'm in a relationship with my girlfriend, which is also suicidal. And I need to make sure that I'm not gonna drag her down with me. I'm feeling responsible for her but that's the only reason I'm still alive. Everything else is ready and I'm really desperate to escape soon.

 

[Nem]

I had that stuff and I had to get rid of it before my housemate turned me in. She was concerned and found it in my room, holy crap do I ever wish I had that stuff now!!!

 

[ningaman151]

I had that stuff and I had to get rid of it before my housemate turned me in. She was concerned and found it in my room, holy crap do I ever wish I had that stuff now!!!

Damn, how did she even know what it was? Where did you get it from?

 

[Nem]

Got it from a. She found the empty boxes, had them in a bag and she happened to look into the bag. It was not a very good situation, for both of us

 

[windingdown]

Very very scary article about N coma but not dead. Resuscitated and kept on life support, despite having a DNR. We don't know the specifics (like quality or dose) but this is seriously TERRIFYING...

https://www.theherald.com.au/story/1807785/ainas-tale-why-i-ended-my-life/

Has anyone else heard of other examples like this?

I think that this doesn't sound too horrifying. She was not kept alive long, and since she had no brain function, it sounds like she wouldn't have been aware of things.

 

[Shay]

I think that this doesn't sound too horrifying. She was not kept alive long, and since she had no brain function, it sounds like she wouldn't have been aware of things.

She also was found early and they intervened.

 

[zadig777]

what does " havin n" mean?

 

[Shay]

what does " havin n" mean?

The drug. Pentobarbital