How many have a method ready but have no intention of taking action at the moment?

[davidtorez]

Sorry to hear about your struggle, my body is beginning to break down as well. I barely can make it out the front door. Even just laying in bed causes my legs to burn. Just a year ago I was very active, with no issues. Unfortunately,, no one's sure what is causing my neuropathy and as time passes it becomes irreversible. I wish could walk into a clinic that offers voluntary assisted dying.

Hi. Thats so shit to hear! Sorry you're going through that. Do you have any other medical conditions that may be causing this ?

 

[Ixtab69]

since early puberty I realized that my death certificate would never state "heart attack" or "kidney failure" but "ligature hanging" instead.Over time my fascination and obsession with hanging continually grew to the point that I even chose to buy an appartment that lends itself especially to hanging.This said,I surrounded myself with different set-ups to choose from: for partial hanging a noose is ready in my bathroom,whereas the beam in my guest room is equipped for a full suspension;a kind of sturdy hemp rope is in the trunk of my car for outings into nature and of course I never travel without a rope in my suitcase (which has caused some rather bewildered and stunned looks and facial expressions of some customs officers).Not being in a particular hurry all I know is I'm going to hang myself in the near future; whenever the moment feels right or the urge finally gets too overwhelming,though,I will be spared hurried fussy and nervewrenching preparations because everything will be ready,prepared and within very close reach...my two cents

 

[GuppyBoyo]

i don't have access to anything quite yet

 

[Ixtab69]

I also have all the materials ready. A month ago I bought the rope, I have already written some letters, I saved money, I left a piece of fabric ready to cover my face, now everything is in my closet waiting for the moment.

as expressed in my post here I also need to have everything ready,prepared and close at hand-most especially when hanging is intended nothing should be left to chance

 

[Outofoptions1]

I'm 43. My joint issues started in my late 30s . Osteoarthritis and tendonosis in most of my joints from being overly active in my 20s and 30s, martial arts and weight lifting mostly. So what's your story , if you don't mind me asking ?

My joint pain started at around age 22. I don't have much to say about the origins. My joints just started to hurt, become weak, make noises etc. I've had to quit my well paying old job due to it. I used to be very active as well, now I just stick to walking and cycling.

My chronic pain has destroyed my life. I am depressed every single day due to my pain. It has taken away so much from my life in many different aspects and the most daunting thing is that it will get worse as I age.

There's a lot more to it than that, but you get the idea. I have no idea what caused it. It just happened and has slowly gotten worse over the years. It'd be much, much easier if it was just in one or two areas. I have pain/arthritis in almost every single joint.

 

[davidtorez]

My joint pain started at around age 22. I don't have much to say about the origins. My joints just started to hurt, become weak, make noises etc. I've had to quit my well paying old job due to it. I used to be very active as well, now I just stick to walking and cycling.

My chronic pain has destroyed my life. I am depressed every single day due to my pain. It has taken away so much from my life in many different aspects and the most daunting thing is that it will get worse as I age.

There's a lot more to it than that, but you get the idea. I have no idea what caused it. It just happened and has slowly gotten worse over the years. It'd be much, much easier if it was just in one or two areas. I have pain/arthritis in almost every single joint.

Damn ! It sounds bad man. I'm sorry to hear you're going through this hell. I had to give up my job too, (as a security guard because of all the pain), as well as giving up my beloved martial arts training etc.