sserafim
they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
- Sep 13, 2023
- 9,013
I just found my neuropsych eval from middle school and apparently I said that I want to throw myself into a ravine
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SpaceAlien
Member
- Feb 21, 2024
- 16
About 14 years of passive ideation gradually getting worse over time and 2 years of being actively suicidal. Im 26.
Gangrel
bark bark ᯓ★
- Jul 25, 2024
- 687
Since i remember "being". Around prepubescent years when i started to note i was different, which made kids treat me different. It kinda just fucks you up growing up thinking "it doesn't matter, i will die soon anyway".
Darkover
Archangel
- Jul 29, 2021
- 5,649
Since I was 16, about 15 years ago. There have been times since then when I haven't thought about it much, but there has never been a time when I've been glad to be alive.Similar threads
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