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How since your last attemp

  • never have

    Votes: 1 3.7%
  • 1 week

    Votes: 3 11.1%
  • 1 month

    Votes: 7 25.9%
  • 6 months

    Votes: 4 14.8%
  • a year

    Votes: 1 3.7%
  • longer

    Votes: 11 40.7%

  • Total voters
    27
hmnow

hmnow

Experienced
Jul 29, 2025
295
in weeks or months how long ago was your last attempt, and when might be your next
 
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strawberry931

Member
Aug 23, 2025
76
I just wrote a post about my last attempt which was about 3 weeks ago. I would have posted it sooner, but I was in the hospital then I had to wait for my account here to be approved. My next and hopefully last will be soon. Within the next few weeks.

 
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hmnow

hmnow

Experienced
Jul 29, 2025
295
I just wrote a post about my last attempt which was about 3 weeks ago. I would have posted it sooner, but I was in the hospital then I had to wait for my account here to be approved. My next and hopefully last will be soon. Within the next few weeks.

I hope you find clarity in your choices
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
Actual attempt: Going on 8 years. It resulted in me being in the hospital in a coma for a week or two.

Though several months ago shit got bad and I was crying with a ligature around my neck for hours without tightening it/fully attempting.
 
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Doll Steak

Doll Steak

Student
May 31, 2025
176
only couple months, I barely count it though, it was more of a test gone to far.
 
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SpinosaurusKat

SpinosaurusKat

Don't let the past drag you down
Aug 23, 2025
10
When I was around 13-14 old
Hopped into my parents bedroom and stole some meds
 
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_Gollum_

_Gollum_

Formerly Alexei_Kirillov
Mar 9, 2024
1,697
Over a year now. Wish I had succeeded.
 
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hippiedeath

hippiedeath

Dead on the inside
Jul 12, 2025
249
Many years ago I took a bottle of pills.
 
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fallendevil

fallendevil

Horrible Woman
Oct 6, 2024
790
I passively attempted to kill myself at 14 by strangling myself with a plastic bag in my parents trunk. I don't know how serious I was because I didn't write a note or anything.

I made the mistake of telling my friend about it and she said I was making excuses. Now I don't really tell irls about my mental health anymore unless it's really bad, and even then I usually rush and delete the message.
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
I attempted tonight so...
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,485
I haven't properly attempted to leave this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake as after all I'm so cruelly denied the option to cease existing painlessly to escape from the abomination of existence, I find it so terrifying how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to way worse suffering and torture, all I wish and hope for is to never suffer again and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again.
 
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