How is your recovery going? | recovery

[luten]

Any Progress?
Setbacks?


wolf

 

[Sensei]

Surprisingly, it's going well, knock on wood to the power of one million. I never thought that could happen.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Holding my no-crying-streak. I keep watching shit that triggers me and then get to practice my strats for holding back weak emotions. I more or less solved my biggest source of pain (lack of intimacy) and am working on my second biggest problem (fear of the future). Also got diagnosed with autism and I'll see if the rapists or whoever can do something useful with this information.

 

[BlankUser]

Slowly. Very slowly. It's like one step forward, two steps back. I usually have a few good weeks and then I have a few terrible weeks when I'm laying in bed crying with a bottle of vodka. However I realize that drowning in negativity and not doing anything is gonna make my bad situation even worse. For example today I forced myself to go to the gym. Workout was quite bad, but I did back and biceps lol. I felt so weak all the time and didn't really enjoy it, but I'm glad I did it anyway. It gave me some sense of accomplishment and even a bit of confidence. Way better then laying in bed.

 

[luten]

Holding my no-crying streak. I keep watching shit that triggers me and then get to practice my strats for holding back weak emotions. I more or less solved my biggest source of pain (lack of intimacy) and am working on my second biggest problem (fear of the future). Also got diagnosed with autism and I'll see if the rapists or whoever can do something useful with this information.

good to hear. when were you diagnosed with autism? I can relate to the fear of the future, because my physical condition is devastating, and deteriorating, and thus ultimately I will lose all my work, and drown.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

good to hear. when were you diagnosed with autism? I can relate to the fear of the future, because my physical condition is devastating, and deteriorating, and thus ultimately I will lose all my work, and drown.

I was diagnosed three weeks ago or sum. I have big respect for those with physical conditions, my condolences.

 

[luten]

I was diagnosed three weeks ago or sum. I have big respect for those with physical conditions, my condolences.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish I could call it recovery. For me its just existing. I try to do some things that make my days better such as going outside which always helps and spending time with my cat. It must be hard to commit to some kind of proper recovery when this life is so unpredictable and can be cruel to us.

 

[WornOutLife]

Lots of progress but when something bad happens to me, I feel like giving up! (For instance, yesterday I had to call off all my English lessons and Japanese studying due to a terrible stomachache and felt like giving up and dying once and for all)

Still, here I am!

Recovery is a daily fight!!

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Terrible because I'm not trying in the slightest plus I actually believe it would be unethical for me to recover but that's all okay with me.

 

[luten]

My next big thing ; I am trying to do business, it is very hard, I wake-up with severe pain, and stiffness due to spinal cord damage. Very tired in the mornings when I wake-up.

I consider this as a last attempt to save myself.


wolf

 

[dandan]

I'm close to two years since I beat depression and store N in the fridge, thanks to TRT.
It is going without suicidal attempts or big depression issues.

The issues at the moment is accepting a 20-year depression, so I am behind in a few things, for example I let go the best partner I had found, she deserved someone without so many issues like me, she found him, it beats me up.

I worked out today! exercise! because few months insomnia didn't allowed me too.

I started eating lot of home-made probiotics, I think this is a good move for health.

It's going, I will say its going fine, thank you for asking!