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Enlightened
Apr 8, 2020
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For me it has worsened my sucidial thoughts. I cant stop worrying about the future.

The longer i am unenemployed the less employers will want me. The recession that will come scares me
 
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Should be gone

Member
Apr 4, 2019
18
It's made it worse. Being at home all the time with my family, with none of the outside distractions, and not really having friends is making it worse without question. Though I'm not sure where I'd be able to go to actually ctb now. I don't really know what to do with myself now that I have no options outside the house. I don't know, it just feels like I'm going fucking crazy, not that I wasn't already I guess.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I'd say it's gotten worse. Any hopes for the future are really dead now.
 
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ReadySince94

ReadySince94

Member
Apr 9, 2020
18
My life is unaffected because my job is considered essential and have to leave the house everyday. Just infect me plz.

Yupp same here, my job tried to offer me a mask & I declined saying "I hope I catch it" they hehe haha but I'm so serious
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
Yes its made it worse... Its making me clinically depressed. Nothing to distract me and only doom and gloom. My desire to ctb is even more intense now but I have no way to access the stuff I need for it ..
 
Aleandra Felix

Aleandra Felix

Give me peace or give me death
Jan 2, 2020
39
For me it has worsened my sucidial thoughts. I cant stop worrying about the future.

The longer i am unenemployed the less employers will want me. The recession that will come scares me

I feel you. If my life was pure fucking hell until now, with no perspective of getting a job to scape my family, the crisis definitely won't make any better. There's no hope. It only gets worse. It's only downhill from here.
 
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ghostlysoap

Member
Apr 9, 2020
19
It's honestly doing my head in. I have to be quarantined with my parents and being around their place and around my father just pushes me further. files my brain down.
 

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