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How is confinement affecting your suicidal thoughts?
Thread starterNotabadguy
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It's made it worse. Being at home all the time with my family, with none of the outside distractions, and not really having friends is making it worse without question. Though I'm not sure where I'd be able to go to actually ctb now. I don't really know what to do with myself now that I have no options outside the house. I don't know, it just feels like I'm going fucking crazy, not that I wasn't already I guess.
Yes its made it worse... Its making me clinically depressed. Nothing to distract me and only doom and gloom. My desire to ctb is even more intense now but I have no way to access the stuff I need for it ..
I feel you. If my life was pure fucking hell until now, with no perspective of getting a job to scape my family, the crisis definitely won't make any better. There's no hope. It only gets worse. It's only downhill from here.
It's honestly doing my head in. I have to be quarantined with my parents and being around their place and around my father just pushes me further. files my brain down.
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