thedevilwithin

thedevilwithin

anima vestra
Oct 4, 2023
161
i wish i could say things have been different. i was never the one to do new year's resolutions but in the past i'd subconsciously try in hopes of something. this year though, i couldn't give a shit. i know things will never change.
 
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mortuarymary

mortuarymary

Enlightened
Jan 17, 2024
1,363
50/50
some days I'm ok, others I want out of it. That's bipolar for you. Up and down.
 
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Mitsumi

Mitsumi

Student
Dec 23, 2023
108
all by myself. most days are bad tbh, but I try to distract myself.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,878
Just more meaningless days of wishing for the peace of eternal nothingness. A new year just means more opportunities to suffer all while one is just slowly dying and waiting to die anyway. The only comfort for me lies in death.
 
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PrisonPlanetBreak

PrisonPlanetBreak

Member
Oct 22, 2023
94
I feel exactly the same as last year. I have already accepted that a new year never brings any changes, or at least not the changes that I yearn for. And I already feel regretful not attempting on NYE, as I was initially planning to. But maybe it was for the best, as my fears were revolving around picking a location (I don't feel comfortable with doing it in a hotel/AirBnB). So for now, my "resolution" is to move out from my mom's and rent. After that I'll settle for a while, get in the right mindset... and leave :). Until then, I will sink my head into work (I fortunately don't hate my job, but I don't like it anymore either), and hope I get to that point in the future soon. Like, it's almost February already, wth...​
 
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Imprisoned

Imprisoned

Oblivion
Jan 10, 2024
99
Probably gotten a bit worse. Idk. I don't really care much about the years. They all end up being filled with suffering like FuneralCry said.
 
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BarnabasCollins

BarnabasCollins

Member
Nov 16, 2023
78
The worst. These first few weeks have been the worst of my life, and that's saying something. Makes me wish I had gone through with my CTB plan on December 31. Utter hell.
 
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Aim

Aim

🤍
Sep 12, 2023
945
Patience and more patience 🥴
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,154
Lot of ups and downs. The downs have been especially bad and the highs were amazing but fleeting. New year, old problems. I wish I could die before I turn 30 but I only have 31 days left.
 
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leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
Nov 25, 2023
1,212
Pretty shit. Still facing the same problems 😔
 
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FujoshiNeet

FujoshiNeet

✌️ you are mentally ill ✌️
Jan 21, 2024
105
Shitty. I don't see it going well for others either.
 
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almondmilk

almondmilk

And you know, for you, I'd bleed myself dry
Mar 7, 2023
98
it's getting worse and worse every passing day, but i'm surviving
 
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Tired_of_myself

Tired_of_myself

Student
Jan 2, 2024
111
every morning, I feel a heavy weight... nothing changes
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
Same shit show. Nothing in my life is going to change. I am a pathetic human being who needs to check out and move on.
 
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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,733
Terrible. Another year down the drain. Another loud, obnoxious reminder of how much I have failed in life.
 
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MrOptions

MrOptions

Let it go. This to shall pass.
Jan 6, 2020
178
50 50 Abc GIF by The Bachelor
 
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TransientEternal

Student
Sep 24, 2023
142
It's all been like white noise.
 
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anxious_depressive

I'm in despair
Dec 21, 2021
226
More depressed than usual.
I'm nobody.
Hate myself.
 
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passivethought121

passivethought121

Student
Jun 11, 2023
315
The same.
Same emotions, same lack of emotions, same will to die. Nothing new.
 
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