I feel exactly the same as last year. I have already accepted that a new year never brings any changes, or at least not the changes that I yearn for. And I already feel regretful not attempting on NYE, as I was initially planning to. But maybe it was for the best, as my fears were revolving around picking a location (I don't feel comfortable with doing it in a hotel/AirBnB). So for now, my "resolution" is to move out from my mom's and rent. After that I'll settle for a while, get in the right mindset... and leave :). Until then, I will sink my head into work (I fortunately don't hate my job, but I don't like it anymore either), and hope I get to that point in the future soon. Like, it's almost February already, wth...