how has your new year been?

[thedevilwithin]

i wish i could say things have been different. i was never the one to do new year's resolutions but in the past i'd subconsciously try in hopes of something. this year though, i couldn't give a shit. i know things will never change.

 

[mortuarymary]

50/50
some days I'm ok, others I want out of it. That's bipolar for you. Up and down.

 

[Mitsumi]

all by myself. most days are bad tbh, but I try to distract myself.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just more meaningless days of wishing for the peace of eternal nothingness. A new year just means more opportunities to suffer all while one is just slowly dying and waiting to die anyway. The only comfort for me lies in death.

 

[PrisonPlanetBreak]

I feel exactly the same as last year. I have already accepted that a new year never brings any changes, or at least not the changes that I yearn for. And I already feel regretful not attempting on NYE, as I was initially planning to. But maybe it was for the best, as my fears were revolving around picking a location (I don't feel comfortable with doing it in a hotel/AirBnB). So for now, my "resolution" is to move out from my mom's and rent. After that I'll settle for a while, get in the right mindset... and leave :). Until then, I will sink my head into work (I fortunately don't hate my job, but I don't like it anymore either), and hope I get to that point in the future soon. Like, it's almost February already, wth...​

 

[Imprisoned]

Probably gotten a bit worse. Idk. I don't really care much about the years. They all end up being filled with suffering like FuneralCry said.

 

[BarnabasCollins]

The worst. These first few weeks have been the worst of my life, and that's saying something. Makes me wish I had gone through with my CTB plan on December 31. Utter hell.

 

[Aim]

Patience and more patience

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Lot of ups and downs. The downs have been especially bad and the highs were amazing but fleeting. New year, old problems. I wish I could die before I turn 30 but I only have 31 days left.

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

Pretty shit. Still facing the same problems

 

[FujoshiNeet]

Shitty. I don't see it going well for others either.

 

[almondmilk]

it's getting worse and worse every passing day, but i'm surviving

 

[Tired_of_myself]

every morning, I feel a heavy weight... nothing changes

 

[Unattainable666]

Same shit show. Nothing in my life is going to change. I am a pathetic human being who needs to check out and move on.

 

[Celerity]

Terrible. Another year down the drain. Another loud, obnoxious reminder of how much I have failed in life.

 

[MrOptions]

 

[TransientEternal]

It's all been like white noise.

 

[anxious_depressive]

More depressed than usual.
I'm nobody.
Hate myself.

 

[passivethought121]

The same.
Same emotions, same lack of emotions, same will to die. Nothing new.