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Afterglow

Afterglow

good god remove my frontal lobe already
Feb 22, 2025
392
I'm wondering about the bodily aspects that cause you to die. I know how SN works, and it's starting to scare me a little because I don't have all the medication and it was quite an awful experience without. Is there a protocol? It sounds dumb but I'd honest prefer something I can impulsively do.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
2,273
think it uses similar nitrite based poisoning. not sure whether calcium nitrite does the same or not

And I think there is a protocol, tho I heard it is ok to drink water till 2 hours prior.

PS: What makes u wish CTB, or were u just curious?
 
ChainedCrow

ChainedCrow

The crow of hopelessness and despair
Jun 21, 2025
382
SN death occurs by Cerebral hypoxia so by the lack of oxygen to the brain because of high levels of methemoglobin in the blood caused by SN. If u fear the pain having no benzo or meto is going to be uncomfortamble with nausea and vomiting. Its not really something u can do impulsively as doing it with comfort in mind it can take time with the medication needed being quite hard to acquire. About the protocol it will roughly look something like:
3 days of taking dopamine blocking anti-emetics
3x10mg of the anti-emetics
mix SN (25g) in water (50-100 ml)
crush benzo and mix it with enough water
drink SN
drink benzo
U also need to remember to lay in a semi-upright position and be ready with some bowl or anything to puke in as it can and most likely will happend
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
The PPH goes over it.

 

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