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lizzywizzy09

Arcanist
May 11, 2024
460
I just lie around and doom scroll. I'm not fit to do anything else.
 
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pocket7

pocket7

Member
May 31, 2024
46
The same for me
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,654
Peaceful vegetation.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,649
smoking weed and listening to music everyday i only smoke between 1 and 3 grams of weed a day
what i do when i get paid each month is give my mum 450£ to give me 15£ per day for 30 days
some days i buy a 10£ one gram weed and the next day i buy 2 grams weed for 20£
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,200
Just wishing for the peace that only death can bring, existing truly is the most futile and undesirable process of just waiting to die and I'm so tired of suffering in this existence, All I've ever wished for is eternal nothingness, I only find comfort in death. I never would have chosen to exist and see it as an abomination to exist as a conscious being who is capable of suffering so extremely destined for nothing but to decay and die, the fact that humans procreate truly is the most terrible tragedy.
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,469
Play guitar, work out. I listen to a lot of music.
 
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ADBoy777

ADBoy777

Student
May 16, 2024
183
obsessively searching for methods trying to make the most of them and improve them as well as possible to ensure 100% of success
 
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DeIetedUser4739

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Apr 21, 2024
426
Trying to kill time until I can go to bed again.
 
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permanently tired

permanently tired

it's never enough
Nov 8, 2023
269
Mostly doomscrolling unless my friends ask me to meet up or if my mother forces me to. Lying in bed and doomscrolling is nice though tbh except for the negative thoughts
 
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TheLastBoyOnEarth

Member
Jun 7, 2024
92
Working from home. In pain and fatigue because of my health condition. Waiting for the date I'm planning to CTB next month.
 
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Edgerunner

Member
Jun 9, 2024
6
Used to be very active. Hitting the gym every day, hanging out with friends, meeting random people outside and chilling with them etc.

After heroic lsd dose I got major dpdr and some more events later on, now I cant even talk to people lol. I just feel out of it with intense brain fog. Just in time for the summer I guess :)

Right now, I am just playing games and thinking of an exit strategy. Life feels like a simulation man
 
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thebelljarrr

thebelljarrr

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Apr 26, 2024
116
I just scroll here, drink coffee or sleep. If I have the energy I try to read or pack my things. Sick of having no interest in daily stuff so I'm indifferent to doing anything other than seeing how to disappear 🥴
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I doom scroll and just waste time until I sleep then I rinse and repeat. My days are absolutely miserable and I can't wait for the day where I'm dead. Life just isn't meant for me. I've been like this ever since I was born tbh
 
AmberianDawn

AmberianDawn

Member
Jun 9, 2024
62
It depends on the day, there are days when I am active and willing to learn something new, but if I eat processed food due to my liver problems, I am useless and in terrible pain
 

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