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cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
171
i have everything ready now
its supposed to be tonight
i dont know how to feel
 
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SomewhatLoved

SomewhatLoved

I now know the depths I reach are limitless
Apr 12, 2023
449
It's up to you. Ultimately, it's your life and only you can choose what to make of it.

I feel for me personally there has always been some loose end or something that I felt needed doing before I let go. If you feel that you have everything taken care of, or you are ok with anything outstanding being left unfinished, maybe that is a sign.

Everyone will have different priorities in death just as we all have different priorities in life.
 
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Lapdog6795

Member
Mar 24, 2025
75
For me, when I won't look forward to stay alive even for next 1 day it'll be my time.
 
gottacheckout

gottacheckout

COB
May 20, 2025
726
Don't feel you have to just because you set it up. If you aren't sure then that could be a sign
 
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kagebunshin

Student
Dec 17, 2023
132
If you don't feel sure, then that means there are still things that are keeping you attached to this world. Are there things that you still want? Expectations or desires from the future? If the answer to these questions is yes, then it isn't the right time. There is no hurry to ctb. In fact, you should take the decision very seriously and ponder it carefully. You have time.
 
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VoidButterfly

VoidButterfly

Flitterby
May 17, 2025
149
As others have said, if you're not sure then it doesn't have to be today. The best thing about all this is the option is always there tomorrow, no one can take it away from you.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
862
I wish you good luck, let it be as you want it to be
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,801
As long as you're wondering, I'd suggest it isn't time.
Best wishes whatever you decide.
 

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