How do you go through September - January ??

[LinxLunar]

Every Fucking Year.

It's been 3 years already. I always come back to this site because in this period I always want to CTB.

I got friends, I got familly that support me, I got anti-dep meds, I go in a really good school.
Everything is doing great and I still want to CTB

I DONT WANNA BE HERE

People that have recovered. HOW ? HOW. This period is just horrible and I can't deal with it anymore

 

[unluckysadness]

It looks like seasonal depression if you're only suicidal in automn / winter. You should maybe ask a doctor to get some meds.
I hate this period too and especially Xmas and New year's eve.

 

[Vlad Tepes]

Wanting to ctb every day

 

[sakakap]

A vitamin D deficiency could also be a contributing factor depending on where you live and how often you're outside. Obviously it won't magically fix everything but it can partly resolve fatigue which might give you the energy to do things and partake in activities that could improve your mood overall :)