how do you feel right now? don’t even think about it, just type.

[darksouls]

my biological sister is just as much of a clinical sociopath as our mother, I hope I never have to see that insidious and deceitful cunt again in my life

 

[Ms. Salmonella]

I feel let down. My last hope, my last way out of this illness just vanished. I can't move and I can barely breathe. I'm left alone in this and it seems like nobody cares when you're really on the edge, when you can't talk no more and you can't fulfill even a morsel of their expectations. Every time I try to get better I fall into another black hole sooner or later. Mental and physical health are temporary and I'm tired of compensating my disabilities to be loveable, or creating the illusion for myself that I will ever be.

 

[Terrible_Life]

I feel ready to ctb

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I feel ready to ctb

Very close. I just can't do anything with the future in mind. I do the absolute minimum every day. I was waiting for my dad to return from a trip to deal with my body etc. He comes back tomorrow.

 

[Ktk]

In a puddle of my own tears, nothing really going well. Just so tired of it all, only living cuz I'm too much of a coward to end it. And having the smallest drop of hope that it'd work out eventually

 

[OzymandiAsh]

TRAPPED. I FEEL FUCKING TRAPPED!!!!!

 

[EmptyBottle]

I liked watching the show "Addiction" "Intervention", set in the mid 2000's for a bit, and (while initially meh about setting up the Christmas lights) liked how they looked.

Note: This involves food

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I feel like there ought to be more tasty stuff (snacks that miiiight not be the healthiest) in the house. Yes, the home made burgers with newly bought buns, mayo, some chilli sauce, and potentially even tomato sauce... were tasty, but I'm also interested in stuff like a candy cane (found after searching cupboard twice, there's in-between stuff like baked beans, stuff that needs to be combined to make a meal... like coconut cream. Also the pannetoni is supposed to be served in a group, etc).

 

[Hime]

I feel proud of myself. I managed to actually wake up early today for my appointment. Going to finally start MBT group therapy next week. Been waiting 2 years for this... I hope it was worth the struggle.

 

[darksouls]

society has treated me like a subhuman, that vile scum is a bunch of patetic failures

 

[EmptyBottle]

I liked watching the show "Addiction" "Intervention", set in the mid 2000's for a bit, and (while initially meh about setting up the Christmas lights) liked how they looked.

Note: This involves food

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I feel like there ought to be more tasty stuff (snacks that miiiight not be the healthiest) in the house. Yes, the home made burgers with newly bought buns, mayo, some chilli sauce, and potentially even tomato sauce... were tasty, but I'm also interested in stuff like a candy cane (found after searching cupboard twice, there's in-between stuff like baked beans, stuff that needs to be combined to make a meal... like coconut cream. Also the pannetoni is supposed to be served in a group, etc).

Reply involves food:


Update, yay... got pudding (date and raisins, served with and without custard)!
On a side note, found and ate 2 salty seed crackers, not the tastiest, but tasty enough to eat one, then return some time later for another.

 

[jenny6391bubbles]

i feel like i'm too much and i feel overwhelmed at the same time. i feel like i don't fit in even though i do fit in with some people

 

[memotrow]

Went to a psychologist for the first time. I know it's not magic, but I don't feel any better, and my only friend still ignores me. I feel very lonely and sad.

 

[darksouls]

brain-damaged due to the sepsis and too many medications

 

[n0rth3rnSh0gun]

Overwhelmed, anxious and depressed...

 

[BlueLock]

I feel like my life is doomed to be miserable. I don't think I'm even being irrational saying that I tried to kill myself at 11 and it's only gotten worse since then. I want to die so badly but I'm too scared/hesitant/something. I don't even know. I don't know why I'm still doing this knowing I can get unbearably miserable at the drop of a hat. And I'm just not the type of person who has ambition or drive or stability or patience or anything that actually fucking matters to succeed/function at life. I think i'm better off dead but I can't commit to it. I wanna blow my existence up self harm isn't enough I wish I could destroy myself if I could beat myself up right now.

 

[memotrow]

I feel an emptiness in my chest, I don't want to go back home, I just want to disappear and go somewhere better.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Feels slightly annoying to have to resubmit, re-edit, etc posts on a forum running SimpleMachineForums 2.0.19 or so because of embed glitches, tho this usually doesn't happen. Other than that, the day is going reasonably well.

 

[Pluto]

 

[tiltedcompass]

Sleepy, tired and worthless. My meds got changed and now I feel as if I'm going to fall asleep at any moment.
Worthless because I realized how much the people around me changed. My family, friends have jobs, are studying and or improved at something I consider myself good at. I feel happy for them but at the same time I can't help but think "why not me?". I'm aware that it's my fault and that I shouldn't be this lazy but still.

 

[uzl lover]

Absolute shit

 

[ilovenewyork]

So uncomfortable. Like I'm slowly burning

 

[Lost Impact]

drowning, loneliness, feel stupid. can't do anything right. mind-crushing loneliness.