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stoneybologne

stoneybologne

18F + BPD / CPTSD / ASD
Jan 11, 2026
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I'm working on writing the note and stuff already, but what are your plans? I need a better idea of what to do. like how do I spend my last day? what do I do with my stuff? where should I do it?
 
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mr. kill myself
Dec 19, 2025
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I'd like to spend my last day alone getting high, eating some food I like, and making sure everything is clean. I'll also probably make a note of things I want to leave for people, and just sell most of my things before I do it and leave the money for my family. Then when it's the middle of the night I'll walk to a park to ctb.

Ultimately, what you want to do on your last day is up to you. I hope you can find some peace whatever you decide, and maybe making your last day extra good will make it not want to be your last.
 
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I'm working on writing the note and stuff already, but what are your plans? I need a better idea of what to do. like how do I spend my last day? what do I do with my stuff? where should I do it?
I've written notes but probably not done

I can't get the plans right either. Should have just been done by now
 
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