rainatthebusstop
Student
- Aug 20, 2025
- 101
I've decided to finally do it and get my supplies in order. The problem is that getting the drugs I plan to sedate myself with are hard to come by or outlawed in my country. And since I am very unfamiliar with drugs (I never even smoked weed) I wanted to ask if you guys knew where I could start researching, how to spot scammers and if there were maybe even alternatives I could try brewing at home instead. I know there's the peaceful pill handbook but the link to it just triggered my antivirus.
What I am looking for are Phenobarbitol and Pentobarbitol, although I think any high dosed enough Barbiturate might do the trick with an exit bag and some booze. Maybe it is a bit of a pipe dream to die in a ""peaceful"" method but I am nothing if not a cowardly piece of shit and I will fuck up at hanging myself.
Also sorry if I sound like a Narc, I'm just genuienely clueless as to how to get drugs and I don't go out to talk to people a lot
What I am looking for are Phenobarbitol and Pentobarbitol, although I think any high dosed enough Barbiturate might do the trick with an exit bag and some booze. Maybe it is a bit of a pipe dream to die in a ""peaceful"" method but I am nothing if not a cowardly piece of shit and I will fuck up at hanging myself.
Also sorry if I sound like a Narc, I'm just genuienely clueless as to how to get drugs and I don't go out to talk to people a lot
