Discussion How do I give up completely. (I guess this is a title)

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I dont feel anything anymore, or at least most things. WHen I look at anyone I get filled with anxiety, rage and disgust. For most days, the majority of the day I have nothing in my head. No thoughts, ideas, feelings and I dont even hear my voice when Im thinking anymore. Almost everyday passes by with out me even noticing. It just feels like I am on autopilot at all times now.
I want to know how to give up on life. Ive lived enough life and I want to not care anymore. I feel like the person I was is nearly gone and whats left is becoming a dangerous husk of a man. I want to rid the world of myself before I potentially become a danger to anyone. I really dont know anything anymore. fuck I should just die I hate me and cant stand it but im a whiney little bitch that has to ask "HoW dO i KmS?" how fucking sad is that I want my reflection to stop staring at me

i dont even know if this is the place for these questions anyway. Ill just pussy my way out off what even i tyr to do

 

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Don't be so hard on yourself. Suicide is surprisingly hard to pull off, hence the importance of resources like this place. Be glad you had the good sense to seek out information first instead of trying to OD on Tylenol or something. It's also not something you can easily flip a switch in your head and just do, successful attempts have usually been premeditated for a long time. Most importantly, if you feel you are a danger to others, please speak to someone.