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idkanymore26

idkanymore26

l never had the chance to go to school either.
Aug 12, 2026
9
To preface, I am extremely fortunate. I have had such an amazing childhood, and just overall life. However over the past 6 months I've been feeling worse and worse and worse, and I'm not even sure why. It's hard to explain the feeling but it's just like everything is slowly losing all meaning, it feels like parts of me are drifting away. How do I find happiness again?
 
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Captive_Mind515

Captive_Mind515

King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
Jul 18, 2023
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You might get more productive suggestions if you post this in the recovery section.
 
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idkanymore26

idkanymore26

l never had the chance to go to school either.
Aug 12, 2026
9
Oh ok thank you! 😊
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
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To preface, I am extremely fortunate. I have had such an amazing childhood, and just overall life. However over the past 6 months I've been feeling worse and worse and worse, and I'm not even sure why. It's hard to explain the feeling but it's just like everything is slowly losing all meaning, it feels like parts of me are drifting away. How do I find happiness again?






These resources may be helpful
 
idkanymore26

idkanymore26

l never had the chance to go to school either.
Aug 12, 2026
9
I'll watch rn 👍
 

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