Well, the problem is im like a lifeless doll no matter how much life beats my down. i already lost everything a long time ago, im practically just lying here on the side of the road but i still won't even attempt. There is no hope of any recovery or improvement for years already. 3 months ago a specialist doctor told me i won't live long cause i look like i have cachexia, too much weight loss and infinite diseases, and im still here. also i will have a grand mal seizure from benzo withdrawal soon, which should give me decent odds of dying i suppose? I don't know what else to do and how to finish this, if i can't force myself to kill myself no matter what I do. My body won't listen to me no matter what the reality is and what my thoughts are.
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