How did you pick your username?

[tabris_075]

My user comes from Tabris, the angel of free will, I am free to choose if I live or die, what I wish it's what I'll do. I plan to put my so called "free will" onto practice for as long as I'm alive

 

[mortuarymary]

My middle name is Maryanne and I work in a mortuary hospital for NHS.

 

[LifeTransit_1]

I was a transit enthusiast when I was younger and so thats why I chose to put transit in it.

 

[BlessedBeTheFlame]

It's based on Blessed is the flame by Serafinski, but I misremembered the actual title. I felt it to be a fitting book to name myself after.

 

[Linda]

It is my name. I just didn't include the surname. My icon is a slightly exaggerated version of what I look like these days. (I don't - yet - need a stick to get around.)

 

[Praestat_Mori]

My username is Latin and it translates: It's better to die.

 

[Darkover]

my name is darkover is short for darkoverflow, it's a computer term known as "Integer overflow" basically when adding two number together the result can be larger than 32bits or 64bits resulting in a overflow.

 

[wildbluekiss]

a mix of wild blue yonder and blue moon kiss.
wild blue yonder is an idiom; a journey to a faraway place, mainly described as our very wide blue sky above.
for me, to die is to begin the journey to that sky, far, far away.

blue moon kiss is the title of a song from my beloved idol group's discography, sakurazaka46.
before their name was changed, they were keyakizaka46.
under that name, they made so many suicidal and coming-of-age-themed songs, in which still i treasure until now.

so yeah, wild blue kiss.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's named after the piece of music Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary, the lyrics in the music are about wishing to die.

 

[naomewki]

first time posting or saying anything here,, but my username is a mix of the name Naomi and a reference to my favorite game Undertale, the character Mew Mew Kissy Cutie, so Naomewki !!

 

[trashhologram]

It's a song I like. And I'm a Trash Babe

See you complain about irrelevant subjects in the suicide section and yet when this thread was incorrectly posted in there you still answer with nary a complaint

Ok I might be an idiot but how was that a complaint?

 

[trashhologram]

I said 'nary' a complaint. Otherwise it wouldn't have made sense. Google the word if youve never heard of it.

Never heard of that word.

 

[trashhologram]

It means never or no

Ok. You learn something new every day!

 

[tabris_075]

first time posting or saying anything here,, but my username is a mix of the name Naomi and a reference to my favorite game Undertale, the character Mew Mew Kissy Cutie, so Naomewki !!

Welcome to the website then!

 

[naomewki]

Welcome to the website then!

thank you !!

 

[FujoshiNeet]

Big, huge fan of yaoi & I was also an agoraphobic leach for a decade.

 

[Tokugawa_Yoshinobu]

It's the name of a historical person, Tokugawa Yoshinobu. He was the last shogun of Japan. There are other samurai I could have named myself after but I haven't see this username on most sites yet.

 

[LastLoveLetter]

Tribute to a dear friend on here who died almost two years ago. He was light-heartedly teased (jokingly and not in a mean-spirited way) by a couple of mutual friends for writing me "love letters", because he would always post such heartfelt and sweet things. He was thoughtful and kind towards people in general though.

After he passed, it was me writing the "love letters," words he will never read. I can only hope he knows I cared very much, that I was able to convey this even if I didn't say it enough.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

Well, I'm an eternally angsty teenager in the body of a much older man. Oh, and I've fucked up my life every step of the way. I almost forgot that part.

Tribute to a dear friend on here who died almost two years ago. He was light-heartedly teased (jokingly and not in a mean-spirited way) by a couple of mutual friends for writing me "love letters", because he would always post such heartfelt and sweet things. He was thoughtful and kind towards people in general though.

After he passed, it was me writing the "love letters," words he will never read. I can only hope he knows I cared very much, that I was able to convey this even if I didn't say it enough.

I've always called you "Persie phone" in my head. It works for me I guess.

 

[LastLoveLetter]

I've always called you "Persie phone" in my head. It works for me I guess.

Ha, this is actually really cute and I'm absolutely fine with being called "Persie phone."

 

[Banan321]

Bananas are yummy

 

[Linda]

first time posting or saying anything here,, but my username is a mix of the name Naomi and a reference to my favorite game Undertale, the character Mew Mew Kissy Cutie, so Naomewki !!

Welcome to the site. There is a great deal of information here. And you will also find support whenever you feel you need it.

 

[tabris_075]

Bananas are yummy

That's actually true

 

[winamp]

the PSP-3000 was my favourite handheld gaming device and it brought me much joy during my summer breaks and winter breaks growing up

My middle name is Maryanne and I work in a mortuary hospital for NHS.

that sounds like an interesting place to work
I've always been a bit curious about those places and wouldn't mind working in such a place myself

but I think I probably startle/scare easy from watching too many horror films/reading too many horror books

what's it like working in a mortuary hospital/morgue ?

also are necrophiles still a problem in this field or is that rare

I worry about this often when it comes to death although many would say not to worry about those things/events since you'd be dead of course

also does working in such a profession change your view on life/death or make you less fearful of it similar to how some hospice nurses experiences

sorry for so many questions I am very curious

 

[LossOfMe]

My user name is an alternative translation for the FFIX OST's piece titled 'Roses of May/Loss of Me'. Out of all songs from the game, this one stuck with me for reasons I myself don't know. I'm strangely drawn to it and I think it summarizes well one of my biggest regretsーhow I lost the person I used to be before falling into depression.

 

[pretzelsandballoons]

wanted a random user but also personalized,
pretzels and balloons
i used to go to the mall with my family and sometimes we would order pretzels as a snack, it was delicious.
there used to be balloons (as you would) when we would have birthday parties as kids.
pretzels and balloons remind me of childhood ig

 

[finchinwildmint]

lyrics from rococo zephyr by Bill Callahan – 'I tried to look my best, a finch in wild mint vest.' Wish I had added 'vest' but thought the username was too long

 

[pretzelsandballoons]

lyrics from rococo zephyr by Bill Callahan – 'I tried to look my best, a finch in wild mint vest.' Wish I had added 'vest' but thought the username was too long

you could change it :)Lol just checked - i like ur wellies, ur boots

 

[finchinwildmint]

you could change it :)Lol just checked - i like ur wellies, ur boots

ahh i'll change it now :) thanks. I feel quite regal in them

 

[pretzelsandballoons]

ahh i'll change it now :) thanks. I feel quite regal in them

ofc, and as u should little birdy. strut ur stuff!