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- Apr 19, 2020
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Probably SN but I've not completely decided. I want to pick something that's the least traumatic for whoever finds me.
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How did you fail with full suspension?
My method atm is SN, this could always change, especially if it becomes harder to get, then i'll go for something else, but for now it's the one i like most.
It's cheaper and easier to get than F or N, and it doesn't have the setup of the exit bag, which makes it more acessible for me.
It doesn't have the consequences of standard ODs through meds, so even if i fail, i don't have to deal with liver failure or brain damage.
It's also not as scary as jumping or hanging to me, so it's easier to just do it.
Where would one get fentanyl from then?
But how did you decide?
good luck trying to find N, its almost impossible to getI chose N. It's quick, peaceful and I think you would feel very nice as it kicks in, like a general anaesthetic (I have taken small doses of it). The only bad thing is it's hard to get and tastes vile.
Cyanide is not painless...painless : SN , CYANIDE .
Hey so hanging's my alternative (to jumping)... I prefer the idea of full over partial too basically because then it's done for sure. I have various woods near me but finding the right tree is harder than I thought... Have you got an anchor point yet?I'm obssesed with hanging, full suspension hanging. I think that I choosed that method that I want to become a person that take their decisions seriously, and since I consider suicide a rightful way to die I'll take that step not for a cry for help and instead as my final decision. I didn't choose a date because I want to try some steps in my life before, but definitely hanging is my method.
Fact: my title "Ixtab priestess" refers to Ixtab, the mayan goddess of suicide, who takes the souls of the hanged safely to the outerworld. I identify with that myth.
Consider Nitrogen......I chose Nitrogen and told the welding supply company I was using it for storing food in 5 gallon containers. Purchased a 40 cu ft gas cylinder and regulator from him with no problem. Same procedure as Helium.Inert gas Exit Bag is my preference because of the limited methods accessible to me, it is said to have the highest chance of success (many reputable sources say it is near certain to be fatal if the procedure is followed correctly), and finally it is said to be painless, gentle and nonviolent which appeals to me very much. I don't want to suffer; I feel that I've done enough of that already.
I am in the process of trying to buy industrial He. My fear is I won't be successful in getting it, and thus I will have to resort to something else. I doubt that I would be successful in hanging or ligature, and I don't know of a way to obtain all items required for SN, so I suppose I would then resort to charcoal CO, but I would have to go to a remote location and either be in my car or some kind of shelter such as a relatively air-tight tent, and the whole process seems difficult and failure-prone.