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jdogg60

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I've come across this quote/teaching a few times...that one should 'die before you die'.

It's basically a prescription to go through an ego death, which I think is supposed to free one from suffering.

And according to Stan Groff, the suicidal impulse can potentially just be a mistaken 'ego death' impulse.

The issue is that killing your ego seems like a very rare achievement. I think some spiritual teachers claim that its only something that certain people will have access to in a given life time. Certainly don't seem to be getting much closer to it myself...
 
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Hollowman

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An legal/ illegal drug combo killed my ego/ sense of self decades ago. Be careful what you wish for. It's been hell and it ruined my life.
 
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