how are you doing right now?

[yeaimhere13]

im feeling anxious at the moment (as per usual), though today and yesterday have been relatively better than the last week or so. i'd consider it an accomplishment that i haven't cried in 3 days.

my parents are out of town rn so i've been home alone, but im actually excited for them to be back. surprisingly, the house feels extremely empty and lonely without them here.

 

[Kundalini Guy]

I feel great like most times

 

[WonderingSoul]

I'm anxious as fuck. I'm planning to CTB next week

 

[GlutenFreeCat]

I was feeling alright earlier in the day but on my commute home from work, 2 hours, intrusive thoughts and anxiety hit me like a freight train. Tomorrow will probably be similar.

"Coming home is terrible
whether the dogs lick your face or not;
whether you have a wife
or just a wife-shaped loneliness waiting for you.
Coming home is terribly lonely..."

 

[Kalista]

Not well. Since I got back from the 5150, I've been driving around and parking somewhere until close to midnight. Keeping my weapon close and trying to find the courage to finish things. Heading out again somewhere. Don't know where. Before all of this happened, night time was comforting to me. Now it just makes me feel extremely lonely. I wish I could sleep off the darkness until sunrise or just sleep permanently.

 

[Abyssal]

Neutral. I just solidified my degree by passing my final, which should be a cause of celebration but I'm just kind of empty. It beats the pain of being a failure I suppose. Knowing nothing matters just destroys any sense of accomplishment I should have and my planned death isn't helping any.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I think everyone should attach an explanatory GIF to their response for this question.

 

[user56765567]

Not that good. I am feeling lonely, anxious, and like a complete failure. I just feel like my feelings are eating me up.

 

[lencaleena]

I'm anxious as fuck. I'm planning to CTB next week

What method? I am planning but I am scared still. Have incurable illness, can't go on anymore.

 

[WonderingSoul]

What method? I am planning but I am scared still. Have incurable illness, can't go on anymore.

SN. I just hope nothing goes wrong.

 

[Abyssal]

I think everyone should attach an explanatory GIF to their response for this question.

Done :)

 

[yeaimhere13]

I think everyone should attach an explanatory GIF to their response for this question.

 

[R_N]

I am tired of being a puppet of this life. I am nowhere near emotional like I once was but I still have impulses I am not fond of. If I didn't, I wouldn't do anything except stand still like a vegetable tho. My mind would be blank as well most likely.

Doomed to existence and doomed to death. What a thrill.

 

[S like suicide]

Well...after two days of painful and hysterical crying and a lot of anger and hate repressed towards those shitty members of my family i just found out i have serious abandonment wounds and I am very fucked up so...to be honest keep living is not worthing for me...i came to life just to be fucked up and then living my life as a fucked up person and now after decades and decades of pain and continue struggle and severe depression i should deal with this shit and this burden that no matter how much I work on it will stay with me until I die...i mean why the fuck couldn't i just be one of those lucky person that have a good,lighthearted and joyful life?

 

[WonderingSoul]

I think everyone should attach an explanatory GIF to their response for this question.

 

[doormat25]

Overwhelmed. Tired. Can't sleep.

 

[melancholia_melodia]

i'm feeling like Ryan Gosling right now

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

Not good. I keep getting random flashbacks from the past.

 

[fiasco]

not good

 

[TheShadowKing]

I'm doing ok have had worse days lol

 

[GriffonGuard]

Most days I feel fine. Some days it suddenly gets a lot worse. I have reasons to stick around right now, but if they ever disappear I think I'll be ready to go.

 

[ctvunny]

Just slowly cracking up. Sleeping schedule is becoming bad and I cry more these days now.

 

[BrainShower]

Um, well I only wanted to die for like 6 hrs this morning.
Then I forgot about that. But tomorrow I will have the same problem. And the next day, and the next day, ad infinitum.
My SI is strong. Too strong for me to ever conquer.
Another shitty day tomorrow i guess

 

[zeek]

me reference

 

[Abandoned Character]

I think everyone should attach an explanatory GIF to their response for this question.

TW: Scary

 

[savoytruffle]

horrible. hope everyone else is better

 

[juliejulie95]

Not so good. But being here helps.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Awful

 

[Forever Sleep]

Not good. Anxious, lethargic, fed up. Stuck in this weird dumb limbo where I want out but I know I'm stuck here for now while I wait for my Dad to go first. So- now, I have to play along at life to get by when I really don't want to, so I find it hard to find the motivation to do anything but the absolute bare minimum. And sometimes, I can't even be bothered to do that.

 

[Dangerdonkey333]

Empty, like I'm asleep with my eyes open. Just a hint of anxiety and sadness.