How alone are you today on a scale of 1 - 10?

[Al Cappella]

About a 9. I didn't mind it too much today…

 

[ikadasui]

6. I went to work, came home early and played games with a friend, talked to some people and did some more gaming before signing out for the day

 

[purella]

Lonely's a better measure. 10.

 

[genericuser]

10. I actually don't mind too much and enjoy being by myself, but then again I wish I had genuine friends.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

Infinity+1 ever since they died. Want to drown myself in cola today but I can't because diabetes.

 

[ImsooDone1N]

Above a 10, assuming 10 is most lonely. I have no one Cept my cats & I've truly never been this consistently sad in my life, and a lot of that sadness is related to loneliness (among many other issues not meant to go in this post).

 

[_Minsk]

10

 

[S like suicide]

That type of lonliness that hurts like a sword in the heart. 10

 

[Circles]

Definitely fucking 10. I'm such a nobody. I'll never have friends or relationships. All I have is a fucked up family that hardly talks to me.

 

[S like suicide]

Definitely fucking 10. I'm such a nobody. I'll never have friends or relationships. All I have is a fucked up family that hardly talks to me.

I find myself totally in this

 

[Huntfish34]

Atm I'd say probably around a 6...... Nothing crazy but it still Fckn sucks. I wish the Best to you All.

 

[goingupyonder]

10, but it's by choice.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

10/10. I always had a hard time deeling with my loneliness through my life

 

[Messgram]

Always 10

 

[TriggerHappy]

8. Loneliness is my isolation realised.
I prefer it this way :: my damage somehow possibly minimised.
Back on this forum. Back in my mind fucked head :: back running the farm while my family take a break at the coast :: they're sneaky. Locked me away from my bankcards to curb my heroin use (but I'm resourceful) - and stupid.
Self involved I am melancholy king of my silent Kingdom :: i speak to no-one...except my pit bulls. And you.
Thank you for letting me share.

 

[NormaJeane]

Today I am 10 alone and I am ready to die, but I have to do it alone. I only wonder: should I live one more day or not? If I could have received a lethal injection, I would have been dead several years ago. No one should have to commit suicide alone, the most difficult thing to do, what happens if the method fails? However, sometimes two people who live together kill themselves at the same time if they are in the same situation.

 

[Graytaichi]

10. I spoken one word today only.

 

[DEATH IS FREEDOM]

I am alone and therefore I write here. I have lost my family because of death and suicide. They refuse to talk about death. They want me to live forever. They are so cruel. They want me to suffer for decades and die from old age. I have to die alone.

 

[sserafim]

What if I like being alone though? Being around people annoys me, I hate people.

Loneliness isn't a reason or factor in me wanting to ctb. In fact having to eventually talk to and interact with people makes me want to ctb. My main reasons for ctb are capitalism and having to work for a living. I would hate to have to enter the workforce/working world and buy into this capitalist pyramid scheme of a society. I want out!

 

[haibane]

5, i still live with my parent so im never really alone, even if they dont gaf about me. But tbh i really dont like to be around people most of the time, so i do not mind having no friend/ being lonely.

 

[hermestrimegistus]

How alone are you today on a scale of 1 - 10?
Undoubtedly a 10. I spent a very long time alone. I've pushed people away. I've self isolated. And I used to really enjoy spending a lot of alone time but I dont think its ever been this bad before. I've never felt this alone and helpless before.

2. What can we do about our loneliness on Sanctioned Suicide?
not sure. Maybe talk about why we individually feel that way. I dont know if that really fully helps anyone though. Like feeling lonely in a crowded room. Doesnt matter if you reach out the feeling is still the same.

3. Do you want to die because of loneliness?
Not originally. It was a multitude of reasons. But now in the last couple years this has definitely become one of them. I long for a kind of connection that is most likely fictional and that makes me very sad and lack hope for the future.

 

[greebo6]

8
Its usually even worse at weekends......

 

[Green_leaf]

40+ yr old NEET entering uncharted loneliness territories and asking for a bigger scale to be measured.

 

[0xdobalina]

1. How alone are you today on a scale of 1 - 10? 7. I'm desperately lonely, I had to move back in with my parents and don't see much of my friends, nor do I see anyone else day to day. I was in a long distance relationship that ended. I talked to her a bit today over WhatsApp, even though it's well and truly over, which helped a little.
2. What can we do about our loneliness on Sanctioned Suicide? I don't know.
3. Do you want to die because of loneliness? No, loneliness is a symptom of my reasons for wanting to die, not a cause.

 

[ddonnieddarko]

Human loneliness. The modern life is weird. Thousands and millions of people are living close to each other but many of us are nevertheless isolated. It is pretty strange that a lot of people can live in apartments in the same house, but they never socialize with each other. In the society, we have healthcare, dental care, psychiatry and old age care, but where shall we go with our loneliness? Man is a social being, we are not created to live alone. Civilization is the cause of social isolation - the caveman had to cooperate to survive. In big cities, single households and loneliness are common. You can live your hole life in a big city and never get to know anyone there. And the older you get, the smaller the circle of acquaintances becomes. If you move to another town, this can lead to loneliness. Bullying can lead to loneliness. Disease can lead to loneliness. But maybe you are just unlucky. There are humans who are not alone, but they feel alone when they meet other people, people who do not understand them. And a pandemic like covid-19 makes people even more lonely.

Death and loneliness. Too many people die alone. There are humans who die alone in their homes and some people die alone in hospitals without relatives, these patients only have the medical staff with them. A person who committs suicide must almost always die alone, but no one should actually have to die alone. However, what is right to do is not always legal since it is illegal to help someone to die. Suicide will make you lonely because suicide is taboo.

This is how your body is affected by involuntary loneliness: high blood pressure, impaired sleep, pain in the body, susceptibility to infections, digestive system problems, drug abuse is common, concentration difficulties, memory problems, mood swings and depression. Involuntary loneliness is as dangerous as smoking 15 cigarettes a day.

What can we do about it? Human loneliness is not the individual´s fault, basically it is a societal issue. In England, a minister of loneliness has been appointed. Internet is a place where almost everything can be found nowadays; contact sites and other webbsites where people can write to each other. Go to a church and talk to a priest. Call a relative. Go to a shop and say something nice to someone in the store. Go to a library and read a book. Talk to your neighbour. Write a letter to someone. Pets are nice, but they can not replace humans. We can use this thread to write about loneliness.

1. How alone are you today on a scale of 1 - 10?
2. What can we do about our loneliness on Sanctioned Suicide?
3. Do you want to die because of loneliness?


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8/10, i have people but i just can't connect at all. it's all been getting worse and im starting to hate people

 

[BlazingBob]

10, nothing, partly. I want to ctb because I'm sick and feel like shit all the time. No family, running out of money, looming homelessness. Just waiting on pets. Shouldn't be too much longer.

 

[Daymondog]

5. I talk to some friends at school,but i still feel lonely since they don't have a lot in common with me,i have no one to talk outside of school and my best friend(?) doesn't seem to be talking to me anymore.

Maybe talking here on the threads? (not sure,just entered here recently)

I have many reasons,but loneliness is a very small one compared to the other ones i have.

 

[DEATH IS FREEDOM]

10. Nobody wants anything to do with death. To write on the Internet is not satisfactory.

 

[brokeandbroken]

9.5
I think people can just continue to interact on here. That's probably the best way.
It's a factor for sure. But not the main one.

 

[BlazingBob]

15. Chronic illness is very isolating. Sucks feeling like total shit with no end in sight except to ctb.