AQUA
Ｈｅａｄｓｔｏｎｅ
- Dec 2, 2020
- 300
Are you gonna listen to a few songs after taking SN? if so what ones?
Hopefully it all goes as smoothly as possible
Hopefully it all goes as smoothly as possible
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avoid_slow_death
Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
- Feb 4, 2020
- 1,356
You do what you need sweetie for you. No matter what that decision is. You know what's best for you.
Rue89
Visionary
- Feb 10, 2020
- 2,726
I took the domperidone.
I've been listening to Taylor Swift's folklore and evermore albums. I'm not going to listen to anything after I drink SN. I'm afraid I'll panic when my hearing goes muffled. I want it to be as quiet as possible.Are you gonna listen to a few songs after taking SN? if so what ones?
Hopefully it all goes as smoothly as possible
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Dead Meat
DOOMED
- Oct 10, 2018
- 18,394
I am sorry it's come to this @Rue89 I am going to miss you. Your a really sweet caring person. I wish everything turns out exactly how you want it to. I wish you a comfortable and peaceful exit. All my Love and Blessings
to you.
NothingElseMatters
Warlock
- Mar 30, 2020
- 745
Rue89
Visionary
- Feb 10, 2020
- 2,726
My mom just left. My brother is here now, but he's in his bedroom and shouldn't be a problem.
I took the famotidine.
I'm gathering everything I need. I'm starting to feel a little more anxious.
I just said goodbye to my cat.Last edited:
Still
Member
- Dec 17, 2020
- 43
Rue89
Visionary
- Feb 10, 2020
- 2,726
AQUA
Ｈｅａｄｓｔｏｎｅ
- Dec 2, 2020
- 300
Rue89
Visionary
- Feb 10, 2020
- 2,726
SN and propranolol
Just SN
Fuck I need to hurry up. Starting to feel more anxious.Last edited:
Rue89
Visionary
- Feb 10, 2020
- 2,726
I used some mouthwash and orajel mouth numbing gel for the taste. I guess it's time.
Fuck. I'm scared.
It doesn't smell like anything.
I'm sweating like crazy. Ok I need more orajel now then I'll do it.
Ugh salty as fuck
I actually did it. Fuck
I'm terrifiedLast edited:
MYStERY_Man
The 't' is silent
- Jul 15, 2020
- 225
I'm sorry it came to this, @Rue89. I hope you find what you're looking for.
If you change your mind, don't be afraid to call for help. There's always another opportunity.
Rue89
Visionary
- Feb 10, 2020
- 2,726
Not feeling anything yet
Starting to feel nauseous
So hot
Fuck I'm so scared
Fuck I'm so scaredLast edited:I may not know you but I'm here with you, wishing you a peaceful journey
Rue89
Visionary
- Feb 10, 2020
- 2,726
I hope it goes how you want. I'm here with you too!All the best, really hope it's peaceful. I don't know you at all but I love you and hope you get what you're looking forIf you changed your mind I hope you got help. Once people get to the dizzy stage they usually pass out shortly after from what I've seen here.
it's_all_a_game
I remember...death in the afternoon...
- Nov 7, 2020
- 356
yive
life is evil
- Nov 6, 2020
- 695
lanax09
Experienced
- Apr 17, 2021
- 231
seems like they're dead, rest in peace Rue, I'm sorry it had to come to this.
ExistentialEntropy
we all go home eventually
- Jul 4, 2020
- 82
Looks like they CTB. Rest in peace, may you find what you could not in this world.
Donk
Useless since day 1
- Jan 3, 2020
- 1,128
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
@Rue89 (unconfirmed death) died at a lil' bit younger age than me :)
I'm hoping that his broken soul is recovering really fast on the other side (home where we all came from).
I'm sending you lots and lots of UNCONDITIONAL LOVE and WARM HUGS to you @Rue89Last edited:
Conflict3d
Member
- May 11, 2021
- 37
Bedrock48
Dreadful damage, dreadful destiny
- Feb 1, 2021
- 540
God this thread made me feel a little ill, if you're gone Rue I hope the fear went away quickly. Sending all my warmest wishes and sorry I missed the "official" goodbye. Hugs.
Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
- 2,910
Goodbye Rue, RIP if you never CTB you know your welcome back anytime so sad things have to end this way.
So sad, hope you find peace
Geo
greyhound
Arcanist
- Oct 8, 2020
- 471
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