Hopefully this is goodbye

[Dr Iron Arc]

Goodbye Rue. I know we haven't interacted much recently but we joined on the same date and both liked Pokémon which was pretty cool. I hope whatever the outcome that you're closer to finding the peace you've always sought.

 

[Sinai Silence]

Rest easy Rue you were a big light in this community ♡

 

[Disappointered]

I'm sorry I missed your goodbye Rue. You were so hard on yourself and such a good person. RIP.

 

[the_final_countdown]

Seems like a sad way to die…Someone who is terribly anxious all the time waiting to die. Like the fear must've been psychotic. I can't imagine they didn't ask for help.

 

[Quinlor]

I think this time he's really gone . RIP

 

[antinatalist]

RIP. Hope you are at peace

 

[less than]

Oh Rue, i missed your goodbye. I hope you've found peace wherever you are now.

 

[alown]

be happy where you are now, no suffering will be like what you experienced on earth

 

[whitefeather]

Eternal Thanks Rue89.

I used some mouthwash and orajel mouth numbing gel for the taste. I guess it's time.
Fuck. I'm scared.
It doesn't smell like anything.
I'm sweating like crazy. Ok I need more orajel now then I'll do it.
Ugh salty as fuck
I actually did it. Fuck
I'm terrified

Iconic photo w/ mask in background ! "CTB in the time of Covid Masks"

I took the domperidone.

I've been listening to Taylor Swift's folklore and evermore albums. I'm not going to listen to anything after I drink SN. I'm afraid I'll panic when my hearing goes muffled. I want it to be as quiet as possible.

 

[LansJ70]

Last online today - are you still with us Rue?

 

[Jumper Geo]

OMG, how funny would that be if Rue made a comeback and said I'm in recovery now. Last seen at 3.59 AM.

Cheers

Geo

 

[ClairyFairy]

It would be amazing. She was murdered and her last minutes were in fear alone. Its would be great if rue was still amongst us

 

[Bedrock48]

I hope your OK Rue, wherever you are rn. We'll pay no mind to any comments the anti-choicers might throw our way.

 

[Pookie]

Last online today - are you still with us Rue?

What the hell? That can't be true. But then I checked and it's true like you said. Could it possibly be a family member who gained access to her account?

 

[Shadowrider]

Yes this is quite strange. Does anyone know who might have access to Rue89's account? I wonder if the admins see if the login was from the same machine (or the same IP)?

 

[wonderworld]

i haven't been on ss for while but bye rue, you were always so nice to me, thank you <3

 

[saltshaker]

Yes this is quite strange. Does anyone know who might have access to Rue89's account? I wonder if the admins see if the login was from the same machine (or the same IP)?

Probably, but it's not really their place to spy on users to estimate if they're dead or not.

Probably a family member imo.

 

[Quinlor]

What the hell? That can't be true. But then I checked and it's true like you said. Could it possibly be a family member who gained access to her accoun

This possibility seems to me very sad and scary at the same time,the family can be thinking that we are kind of monsters that helped Rue to die. Damn!

 

[Shadowrider]

Probably, but it's not really their place to spy on users to estimate if they're dead or not.

Probably a family member imo.

Normally, I would say the very same thing you've just stated - but here, we are talking about a user who did express her being determinated to die and who reported her sufferings while she was on the way to CTB.
Her postings look very real, I would never assume this is just another case of "Münchausen by internet".

Probably a family member - or, the other possibility is that her life was saved.

 

[aminend]

Checking the phone of a Deceased by family or police is common. As we know @Rue89, she even shared the Details of hers life, so if she be among us I'm sure she will update us and if not she passed away unfortunately

 

[saltshaker]

Normally, I would say the very same thing you've just stated - but here, we are talking about a user who did express her being determinated to die and who reported her sufferings while she was on the way to CTB.

That wouldn't justify spying on a user. It's unlikely you could decipher if Rue is dead from that data anyway.

 

[Shadowrider]

Checking the phone of a Deceased by family or police is common. As we know @Rue89, she even shared the Details of hers life, so if she be among us I'm sure she will update us and if not she passed away unfortunately

Yes, especially if a deceased person didn't die of natural causes.
The strange thing is her saying goodbye on the 20th May, and today it's the 7th June.

I am pretty sure she'd give us some update if she was alive, yes :(

 

[art900]

The detailed experience she shared with us is heartbreaking. Rest in peace.

 

[aminend]

Are u still with us @Rue89
Its last activity is at 7 jul

 

[Seaghost]

Could be parents or friends. Maybe her account should be locked?!

 

[toforigivelife]

You don't have to worry or apologize for "backing out".

You just need to make the decision that is right for you. Sometimes it's hard to think clearly when you're in the emotional and psychological state that you're in.

If you decide to "back out" then you don't feel that it's time to leave yet.

If you've really thought it through and this is what you truly want, I've had times when suicide seemed as natural as dying of old age, then I respect your decision and wish you the best.

My best you.