Hopefully this is goodbye

[AQUA]

Are you gonna listen to a few songs after taking SN? if so what ones?

Hopefully it all goes as smoothly as possible

 

[avoid_slow_death]

This is a surreal feeling, realizing that soon I won't be alive on this earth anymore. I believe in God and Heaven, but honestly I don't want to live forever and I can't help but kind of hope I'm wrong, or maybe He will let me choose eternal nothingness instead. I hope thinking like this isn't a sin. I hope He forgives me.

You do what you need sweetie for you. No matter what that decision is. You know what's best for you.

 

[Rue89]

I took the domperidone.

Are you gonna listen to a few songs after taking SN? if so what ones?

Hopefully it all goes as smoothly as possible

I've been listening to Taylor Swift's folklore and evermore albums. I'm not going to listen to anything after I drink SN. I'm afraid I'll panic when my hearing goes muffled. I want it to be as quiet as possible.

 

[Dead Meat]

I am sorry it's come to this @Rue89 I am going to miss you. Your a really sweet caring person. I wish everything turns out exactly how you want it to. I wish you a comfortable and peaceful exit. All my Love and Blessings
to you.

 

[NothingElseMatters]

peace out Rue, you'll be missed

 

[Rue89]

My mom just left. My brother is here now, but he's in his bedroom and shouldn't be a problem.


I took the famotidine.

I'm gathering everything I need. I'm starting to feel a little more anxious.
I just said goodbye to my cat.

 

[Still]

Sending you hugs, Rue

 

[Rue89]

 

[AQUA]

holy shi

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HOLY SHIT!!! this feels so real now

 

[Rue89]

SN and propranolol

Just SN

Fuck I need to hurry up. Starting to feel more anxious.

 

[Rue89]

I used some mouthwash and orajel mouth numbing gel for the taste. I guess it's time.
Fuck. I'm scared.
It doesn't smell like anything.
I'm sweating like crazy. Ok I need more orajel now then I'll do it.
Ugh salty as fuck
I actually did it. Fuck
I'm terrified

 

[MYStERY_Man]

I used some mouthwash and orajel mouth numbing gel for the taste. I guess it's time.
Fuck. I'm scared.
It doesn't smell like anything.
I'm sweating like crazy. Ok I need more orajel now then I'll do it.
Ugh salty as fuck
I actually did it. Fuck
I'm terrified

I'm sorry it came to this, @Rue89. I hope you find what you're looking for.

If you change your mind, don't be afraid to call for help. There's always another opportunity.

 

[Rue89]

Not feeling anything yet
Starting to feel nauseous
So hot
Fuck I'm so scared
Fuck I'm so scared

 

[allwasnotwell]

I may not know you but I'm here with you, wishing you a peaceful journey

 

[Rue89]

So fucking hot
Dizzy

 

[DasEnde]

I hope it goes how you want. I'm here with you too!

 

[I_just_cba]

All the best, really hope it's peaceful. I don't know you at all but I love you and hope you get what you're looking for

 

[LansJ70]

If you changed your mind I hope you got help. Once people get to the dizzy stage they usually pass out shortly after from what I've seen here.

 

[it's_all_a_game]

RIP buddy.

 

[yive]

RIP. freedom. i admire your courage, Rue

 

[lanax09]

seems like they're dead, rest in peace Rue, I'm sorry it had to come to this.

 

[ExistentialEntropy]

Looks like they CTB. Rest in peace, may you find what you could not in this world.

 

[Donk]

RIP @Rue89. Save me a seat.

 

[Meditation guide]

oH RUE,

 

[Homecoming]

@Rue89 (unconfirmed death) died at a lil' bit younger age than me :)

I'm hoping that his broken soul is recovering really fast on the other side (home where we all came from).

I'm sending you lots and lots of UNCONDITIONAL LOVE and WARM HUGS to you @Rue89

 

[Conflict3d]

Rest In Peace

 

[Bedrock48]

God this thread made me feel a little ill, if you're gone Rue I hope the fear went away quickly. Sending all my warmest wishes and sorry I missed the "official" goodbye. Hugs.

 

[Roadkill]

Keep us updated if it didn't work, OP... and if it did work, RIP

 

[Jumper Geo]

Goodbye Rue, RIP if you never CTB you know your welcome back anytime so sad things have to end this way.

So sad, hope you find peace

Geo

 

[greyhound]

RIP