Venting Hope is cruel

[cantdecidenameeven]

Hope is beautiful, but also cruel. It got me out of many distressing times when it felt like it had all collapsed, but all it needed was time. But it's just so fucking cruel sometimes.

Don't know how to explain something so inexplicable. Hope comes with a lot of grief, and might end in mourning. Like hoping that person was the love of your life, naively, and it all turns out to be a lie. Despite it all, you start hoping once again to find a new real lover. don't know.

 

[NoPointToContinue]

"Hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of man" - Nietzsche.

 

[Mirrory Me]

I wish love could stay with you always and be pure and beatiful, but there are polarities which I don't want to experience. In a way, having life together seems meaningless, or false.

 

[deadeyesnowman]

I think Hope is the BIGGEST LIE EVER.

Everyone is tricked into delusional energy hoping that days will be better soon. Well, bitch it will never be better unless you are some perfect god or that 1% privileged fucks.

 

[disjectamembra]

hope has honestly brought me only pain. everytime i hope that something good will happen to me and in the end im just left so disappointed.

 

[Reflection]

A hope that ends up being fulfilled is beautiful, but when it ends up being false it turns into absolute hell...either way I personally decided to suffer not until I cant anymore but until I am hopeful no more.

 

[cantdecidenameeven]

hope has honestly brought me only pain. everytime i hope that something good will happen to me and in the end im just left so disappointed.

I'm revisiting this after I saw she passed. Such a weird feeling, I remembered her replies to my threads and now I'm looking at the thoughts of a person no longer with us. Feels unbelievable. Hope she's at peace and I wish got to know her a bit more. I feel like if I had started a conversation with her I could've vented her out of the decision. I wish I could save everyone, myself included

 

[joshardy]

Hope is one of the few things its truly hurt me to lose.