hooray!

[greg ! :3]

wow, tomorrow is the day! the day ill finally ctb and be free of this bullshit. i hate almost everyone in my life, so i wont miss most of the people i know. well, i guess this is a happy ending for me! this is quite scary, but i NEED to be free. i am writing a diary for my final days.

 

[karmaisabitch]

wow, tomorrow is the day! the day ill finally ctb and be free of this bullshit. i hate almost everyone in my life, so i wont miss most of the people i know. well, i guess this is a happy ending for me! this is quite scary, but i NEED to be free. i am writing a diary for my final days.

I'm happy for you! What's your method? I'm not staying any longer I just have to go

 

[greg ! :3]

I'm happy for you! What's your method? I'm not staying any longer I just have to go

partial hanging or complete hanging!

 

[karmaisabitch]

partial hanging or complete hanging!

Is it hard to do that? Like where one should put the rope I know I can't find area in my house

 

[greg ! :3]

Is it hard to do that? Like where one should put the rope I know I can't find area in my house

its not so hard, i think

 

[falling_snow]

Is it hard to do that? Like where one should put the rope I know I can't find area in my house

I am using my wardrobe (it has a metal bar)

wow, tomorrow is the day! the day ill finally ctb and be free of this bullshit. i hate almost everyone in my life, so i wont miss most of the people i know. well, i guess this is a happy ending for me! this is quite scary, but i NEED to be free. i am writing a diary for my final days.

CONGRATS!!!!! I will be ctb in a similar method probably this week. Just have to find the right moment. I don't think I will make much noise (I'm taping my mouth just in case) I'm sorry that you hated almost everyone in your life, but may you find peace in the other side! Good luck!!!

 

[karmaisabitch]

I am using my wardrobe (it has a metal bar)

CONGRATS!!!!! I will be ctb in a similar method probably this week. Just have to find the right moment. I don't think I will make much noise (I'm taping my mouth just in case) I'm sorry that you hated almost everyone in your life, but may you find peace in the other side! Good luck!!!

Are you taking something to calm you down or you're just strong? Just to think about this method my hands start shaking

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the freedom you search for, best of luck.

 

[shantyizlit]

im also very hype for my ctb, mostly because I have saved up a decent amount of money that I will all splurge on hard drugs on the last few days before going out, but also just leaving this place seems so awesome, the mystery; where do I go?!

 

[falling_snow]

Are you taking something to calm you down or you're just strong? Just to think about this method my hands start shaking

I am very happy with death, it is like an old friend to me. I am not strong (quite the opposite, I am pretty much a coward and weak), but it is familiarity that gives me comfort. I have no attachment to life, I wish for the end. The method is quite brutal, but if done correctly, in 30 seconds everything should be alright.

If you really need it, benzos (whoch I think you don't have), alcohol or others might help. But being happy with the end and being more or less satisfied with your life that you "leave" are generally the best ways to leave the fear for death.

 

[karmaisabitch]

I am very happy with death, it is like an old friend to me. I am not strong (quite the opposite, I am pretty much a coward and weak), but it is familiarity that gives me comfort. I have no attachment to life, I wish for the end. The method is quite brutal, but if done correctly, in 30 seconds everything should be alright.

If you really need it, benzos (whoch I think you don't have), alcohol or others might help. But being happy with the end and being more or less satisfied with your life that you "leave" are generally the best ways to leave the fear for death.

I feel you I'm the same after I lost my son I basically have nothing left in life but I need to just do it I guess I'm not scared from pain I just don't want to change my mind last minute

 

[greg ! :3]

I am using my wardrobe (it has a metal bar)

CONGRATS!!!!! I will be ctb in a similar method probably this week. Just have to find the right moment. I don't think I will make much noise (I'm taping my mouth just in case) I'm sorry that you hated almost everyone in your life, but may you find peace in the other side! Good luck!!!

Thanks!