Honoring Members Who Ended Their Lives

[YourLocalSadGirly]

I lost my girlfriend to suicide about a month ago. I hope she wasn't on here. She said in her note not to mourn her too much but it's impossible not to miss her dearly. I will always love you with all my heart, Ari. Rest in peace <3.

 

[Spider Lilies]

A friend I lost a couple years ago; it doesn't feel that long ago.. I hope she found peace from her father, mind, and torment and rest well now.

 

[kazatte]

my beautiful best friend @decayingdoll left this world a bit more than a month ago. i miss her dearly but i know she's at peace now, and i will never, ever forget her

 

[Grog]

@evanescent_eva I miss the fuck out of you. You were my first friend when I joined this site and you were super welcoming and sweet to me. You were my Evangelion buddy and my counting game buddy. I can't go back in that counting thread anymore because it's too painful. I wish you were still here. You mattered so much to a lot of people, dammit…
I hope you're at peace. I won't ever forget about you!!!

 

[vig919]

I had 3 close friends ctb between 2020 and 2023. It's tough..but I understand and I advocated for them when other talked shit about them and their choice to ctb

 

[SNastablesalt]

@NellyGoes ended her life last week and we chatted right up until a day or so before she exited. Although I didn't "know" her, we chatted frequently and supported each other through things that I can't discuss in the "real world". She's not the first nor will she be the last but it still hurts nonetheless.

I'm not naive. This is a suicide forum and many people are here for support as they plan their own deaths but as a compassionate human, knowing that I could not help someone see how much they matter hurts my heart.

This post is for those we've lost. If you've lost someone here or in real life, feel free to honor them.

rest well nelly. I miss @kittyswift with my ENTIRE SOUL. a fellow suicidal swiftie, it literally breaks my heart, and every time I listen to the song forever winter by Taylor I take a moment to think of her and pay my respects. sometimes I read our old conversation, and there is a message I never replied to as I took a break from this site for a while and when I got back she was gone, I wish I could have said bye. I hope she's at peace .

 

[gunmetalblue11]

I'd like to honour @thebayleaf
Haven't forgotten about you Bella. Hope you found the peace you were desperate for.

 

[madameviolette]

Tribute to @katofumiko45 from Canada.
We talked here, he struggled with autism and OCD. I hope he found peace

 

[moonsun]

Always and always @WonderWhatsOutThere

 

[Gangrel]

Dani, i still remember you LetzteAusfahrt i hope you have found peace, i miss something we never had

Ironborn i still remember you brother

QueerMelancholy i still remember you you nasty boy

 

[Nephis]

NoLoveNoHope

I miss her, I'm sorry I wasn't there until the end.

I hope you found peace, I'll see you soon my friend I didn't leave you alone.