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kcon1243

kcon1243

Student
Apr 7, 2024
127
Im a sad, angry, jealous mess. Why him and not me? Why am I such a fucking pussy? Why cant I kms? Does anyone have a drug connect in Massachusetts? I need to end it.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Sorry, I understand how you feel.
 
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kcon1243

Student
Apr 7, 2024
127
Did they end it themselves
Yeah, he put a port in his arm and gave himself a fatal dosage of cocaine (7grams for his weight and size). He called me to watch but I missed the call 😭😭😭😭
Sorry, I understand how you feel.
Thanks. It sucks. I just wish I knew how to get my hands on fentanyl or some shit, I'd so be outta here.
 
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Ben 111

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Apr 29, 2026
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Sorry for ur loss broh
 
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fluorescentpearl

Stirb nicht vor mir
Jul 19, 2026
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May he be at peace 💜
 
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kcon1243

Student
Apr 7, 2024
127
What method are you using
I just wanna go out on fentanyl or some other recreational. My homie purposely ctb by coke OD. Lost lots of friends on heroin, accidental not purposely. Basically recreational drug overdose.

In a perfect world, nembutal. I had considered going to track some halatal down in Peru but I don't want to put my family thru dealing with an international death and I wouldn't want to get in trouble for trying to smuggle it back into the states so 🤷‍♂️

Recreational drugs it is. If anyone has an irl connect somewhere in the northeast USA please let me know.
 
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fitoo5999

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Jul 23, 2026
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I just wanna go out on fentanyl or some other recreational. My homie purposely ctb by coke OD. Lost lots of friends on heroin, accidental not purposely. Basically recreational drug overdose.

In a perfect world, nembutal. I had considered going to track some halatal down in Peru but I don't want to put my family thru dealing with an international death and I wouldn't want to get in trouble for trying to smuggle it back into the states so 🤷‍♂️

Recreational drugs it is. If anyone has an irl connect somewhere in the northeast USA please let me know.
Coke OD, first time I see that on this forum.
I am thinking of ordering heroin also.
 
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kcon1243

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Apr 7, 2024
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Coke OD, first time I see that on this forum.
I am thinking of ordering heroin also.
Coke has pretty low ld50. My friend inserted a port and did an iv drip. He was a med student.
 
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valar_morghulis21

All men must die.
Jul 17, 2026
255
Coke OD, first time I see that on this forum.
I am thinking of ordering heroin also.
Coke, like Xanax, can be lace with fent. That's how most people accidentally OD with pills and recreation drugs.
Yeah, he put a port in his arm and gave himself a fatal dosage of cocaine (7grams for his weight and size). He called me to watch but I missed the call 😭😭😭😭

Thanks. It sucks. I just wish I knew how to get my hands on fentanyl or some shit, I'd so be outta here.
This reminds me to ask my few acquaintances who have connections to hook me some. I will have to pretend that I'm just being curious and not actively suicidal.
 

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