Hi guys im new and i mostly wana kill myself over other people, anyone else?

[HermitLonerGuy]

As you can tell by my username im a loner.
I didnt use to be this way. I was bullied and abused and shunned alot. People lied to me and stole from me.
So i isolate myself as much as possible, people are the cause of all problems. I hate how much people lie, they lie just to put themselves first, at this point i just assume everyone is a liar and only out for themselves. I dont wana live in this world with these people , Animals are legit better because theyre honest in nature.
My sister killed herself years ago too after her fiancé cheated on her.
why form a relationship and then cheat, it makes the whole thing a lie.
fuck this world and the human self serving liars.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

I'm sorry to hear that.

The best thing you can do with toxic people in your life is just pretend they don't exist instead. Ignore them and have nothing to do with them. Create some boundaries, that kind of thing.

It might be better to phrase that 'because of' instead of 'over' when you write this out. 'Over' is ambiguous, since it can mean "more than" as well, especially when combined with an adverb like 'mostly'.

 

[GasMonkey]

My sister killed herself years ago

What method did she use?

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

What method did she use?

Drug Overdose , im not sure which because my parents never told me but it was hardcore drugs.

 

[TydalWave]

I'm sorry you've had to go through all of this... That is a lot to process and unfair to say the least.

I share much of your sentiment for humanity. We are a damaged species that continues to receive and output trauma onto future generations. It helps me to know that other people do what they do not because they are terrible people but because they are damaged themselves. Thus, the cards you have been dealt are stacked against you and I don't blame you for wanting out. I want out myself for the same reason.

I wish you all the best and hope you find peace <3

 

[colkohice]

Where are you from?

 

[makethepainstop]

Yep enough cruel people could make a Saint ctb! AND very quickly too!

 

[ever so lonely]

why would you give *others* so much power over you, it is at this time where you need to puff your chest out and say i am, whatever people have done to you in the past, whatever wrongs have been thrown your way whatever has occurred to make you want to literal contemplate taking your life over, it stops now, this is what you should tell yourself and reinforce it over and over and over and over, they have no power over you unless you yourself gives them that power, i guess it ties in with the expression you cant change how others would treat you, but you CAN control how you react to it, cmon man your better than that, seriously i have faith in you

 

[blue_muse]

why would you give *others* so much power over you, it is at this time where you need to puff your chest out and say i am, whatever people have done to you in the past, whatever wrongs have been thrown your way whatever has occurred to make you want to literal contemplate taking your life over, it stops now, this is what you should tell yourself and reinforce it over and over and over and over, they have no power over you unless you yourself gives them that power, i guess it ties in with the expression you cant change how others would treat you, but you CAN control how you react to it, cmon man your better than that, seriously i have faith in you

We're outside looking in. What's to say the OP hasn't read self-help guides, sought professional help and so on already.

 

[ever so lonely]

that's very true, good point.
i just feel if your going to kill yourself which is the final decision any of us will ever make at least do it on your own terms and not others terms. because it is implied that the op wishes to kill themselves over others, i can't imagine anything worse, like if i am doing it i am doing it because it is what i chose, not because i felt backed into a corner or as tho it was thrust upon me somehow, by outside factors, i guess we just dont know enough you have a point there but this is upsetting as heck