bre_ad4leo

bre_ad4leo

coward
Sep 25, 2023
6
Hello people on this site, I previously had a profile here but I deleted it because I wanted to take a break from everything, so in March of this year I tried complete suspension, and I was very scared but I passed out and woke up desperate and I didn't have brain damage , and surprisingly it's not as horrible as it seems, but I've been trying CTB for months and months and I can't do it because of SI so I suppose I should try another method? like CO but I don't know how I should do it correctly, I've read a lot of threads here on the site..
 
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fwompie

fwompie

pit rat
Aug 9, 2023
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Welcome back 💛 keep reading, most knowledge that people have is also in the threads. It's a complicated method, I will say that.
 
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nicotine_goblin

nicotine_goblin

Student
Aug 28, 2023
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Hello, welcome back to ss. If you don't mind me asking, what was the sensation of hanging like?
 
bre_ad4leo

bre_ad4leo

coward
Sep 25, 2023
6
Hello, welcome back to ss. If you don't mind me asking, what was the sensation of hanging like?
Hello, welcome back to ss. If you don't mind me asking, what was the sensation of hanging like?
I was "testing" then I climbed onto a chair and tied myself to the door, then I kicked the chair lightly and went down, I started to feel pressure in my throat/neck at the front" as if I was suffocating but that lasted very little, Suddenly I slowly closed my eyes, the feeling was like sleep (or I was sleepy) I passed out and couldn't feel my body I felt like I was floating, this feeling isn't bad, then I heard voices and woke up desperate, it was very quick less than 1 minute that I remember
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It certainly is like the survival instinct just exists to prolong suffering, I hate and find it so cruel how it's so unnecessarily difficult to die, it really should be much more straightforward to finally be free. But anyway best wishes with your plans.
 
MatthieuFrederickW

MatthieuFrederickW

Specialist
Feb 6, 2023
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Hello people on this site, I previously had a profile here but I deleted it because I wanted to take a break from everything, so in March of this year I tried complete suspension, and I was very scared but I passed out and woke up desperate and I didn't have brain damage , and surprisingly it's not as horrible as it seems, but I've been trying CTB for months and months and I can't do it because of SI so I suppose I should try another method? like CO but I don't know how I should do it correctly, I've read a lot of threads here on the site..
I've also settled on CO method. I've just read the entire thread by Zanexx who succeeded with this method. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/leaving-tonight.3163/

Will also read the CO megathread. Hope that helps.
 

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