Hey Guys...

[NekoNomNom]

It's been one week since my attempt, and I just...am still all over the place with how I'm feeling; but I think drained would be most appropriate.

I see some of your guys' posts and begin responding, but then I find myself erasing everything and just rolling over. I feel incredibly useless and alone.

I'm sorry. I miss interacting with everybody. It's just been difficult for me to find the energy. Being so close to dying, but not being able to have done it has been...weird for me.

I don't know what to do, anymore.

 

[Arrow]

we're all here for you buddy <3

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

Im sorry. Try to endure, it happend to me as well. Try to rest and relax if you can and dont feel bad about it. I comfort myself with the fact that none of us live forever, and one day all this pain will stop. And sooner or later there will be a way out of our misery, one way or another. Nothing is permanent in this world.
Good luck

 

[Kumachan]

It's been one week since my attempt, and I just...am still all over the place with how I'm feeling; but I think drained would be most appropriate.

I see some of your guys' posts and begin responding, but then I find myself erasing everything and just rolling over. I feel incredibly useless and alone.

I'm sorry. I miss interacting with everybody. It's just been difficult for me to find the energy. Being so close to dying, but not being able to have done it has been...weird for me.

I don't know what to do, anymore.

Hey Neko chan i see you lost that "escape hatch", but there are other methods to give you that assurance that you can get out any time if thats what you want. Meanwhile you can be as lazy and lowenergy as you want. What do you have to lose? And we are here to provide a listening ear if thats any consolation

 

[plough22]

@NekoNomNom how did you fail? Was it your method?
Don't be too hard, it's hard. We are all looking for PEACE. All I want and wish is an exit.
hope you find it too

 

[K-O]

NomNom
you need to rest now babe. you are in enough pain..
you need to process.
we are here. i am also here love.
x

but not being able to have done it has been...weird for me.

it is weird.. this life is weird.. we are weird.. love is weird.. anger and pain, disappointment self loathing and harm..
all totally weird! our nature is weird! change if mf weird!
we are alive. its weird.
love you (weirdo)

 

[SpottedPanda]

Rest, find enjoyment in whatever amount you can, as often as you can. All of our times will come, sooner or later.

 

[TheSkyIsBlue]

It's been one week since my attempt, and I just...am still all over the place with how I'm feeling; but I think drained would be most appropriate.

I see some of your guys' posts and begin responding, but then I find myself erasing everything and just rolling over. I feel incredibly useless and alone.

I'm sorry. I miss interacting with everybody. It's just been difficult for me to find the energy. Being so close to dying, but not being able to have done it has been...weird for me.

I don't know what to do, anymore.

I totally understand you. I also felt weirdly after my attempt.