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Deathisbliss09

Deathisbliss09

Member
Jan 10, 2025
8
I can't express how thankful I am for finding this group, I got all the info I needed and I want to contribute back to the community.

I recently made the decision to ctb before the end of this month. Originally I wanted to use N, but I was conned out $4000CAD in a scam, worst mistake ever. My backup method was heroin, I made a purchase for 5.25g of heroin for $700CAD on the dark web. I ordered from a trusted seller with many great reviews and escrow, the product landed in my mail box within a week and I immediately went to test it at a substance drug test center. It came out as 95% - 100% pure heroin. Which was SHOCKING, because most street heroin is no where near this pure and I was expecting around 20% - 40% purity which is why I ordered so much heroin. 5g of this is literally more than enough to kill a classroom of people.

My second method is hanging, I obviously want my death to be 100% certain so I decided I will inject heroin and than immediately put rope around my neck, so when I fall unconscious from the heroin, I'm immediately strangulated by the rope and since I'm unconscious, I shouldn't feel any discomfort. (This was formed by my own critical thinking and you should do your own research).

I intend to ctb tomorrow or on Monday, goodbye good people, thanks for all the resources and hope this helps any of yall.

Here is everything I'm using:
- Heroin 5.25g (You might not need this much heroin especially if its as pure as the one I have)
- Cooker (I'm using a large soup spoon since I don't have a heroin cooker)
- Oral syringe (My method of injecting heroin is boofing, which is through the anus, this is less anxiety inducing than IV)
- Lighter
- Boiled water/ distilled water
- (I'm using afghan heroin and confirmed with the seller I won't be needing any citric acid unlike most other heroin)


Megatheads that helped me:
Opioid Megathread & Overview
HEROIN / megathread / Shall we start?
Hanging Comfortably
The Fentanyl Information Guide
 
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blacksand

blacksand

Experienced
May 2, 2023
253
Nice. The DNM has lots of legit drugs. I've got enough fentanyl to kill several elephants from it. Not much point in me buying heroin if it's just for ctb.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
40,015
I wish you the best, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Pryras

Pryras

Last hope
Feb 11, 2020
578
Heroin sounds like a godsend way to go out. I've tried accessing the dark net with no avail and I'm not tech savvy enough to understand purchasing from it.

I wish you peace and hope the process goes smoothly and painlessly. I'm sorry the world is so painful and cruel
 

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