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Johnzaga23

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Dec 10, 2024
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I will share the details of my preferred method before my first (and hopefully last) attempt which will hopefully take place in the following days.
I know this post may be redundant, since this site has been inflated with this kind of posts, but here we are.

Method: Partial hanging
Ligature material: general-use polyester rope
Thickness of the rope: 10-12mm. I've learned that the rope must be rather thin, so the pressure is enough to close the carotid arteries.
Length of the rope: 2 meters is more than enough.
Anchor point: The metal bar in my wardrobe
Type of knot for the anchor point: Snuggle hitch. Seems to be ideal for the bar.
Type of knot for the noose: Slip knot with two turns
Position of the knot: back of the neck
Position of the noose: high up the neck. It has also been suggested to place the noose close to the base of the neck, below Adam's apple. It will be tried if the previous doesn't work.
Body position: Kneeling, leaning forward while tilting the head downwards.

No paddings will be used unless I decide otherwise, as it seems that they reduce the pressure around the carotid arteries. But they may protect the trachea so I may reconsider if that's the case. It seems that the faster you tighten the noose, the quicker you reach unconsciousness, and you avoid pain, suffocation, and head bloating for a long period of time, even though it may be painful initially. Soap may be used for lubrication of the rope so it can tighten faster. A plastic material around the neck may be used to reduce friction and avoid rope burn. A hood or a plastic bag may be used to hide the face of the corpse and/or induce asphyxiation in case something goes wrong with the setup. Alcohol may be used to reduce pain and stress although I've never drunk before, so I will probably have to do some tests prior.

Other concerns: As for the strength of the anchor point, the ligature, and the knots, I'm confident that they're sufficient as I've tested them and they can hold my weight over extended periods of time. As for the potential of being found during the process, I live alone so I have plenty of time before I get found. But I have one last concern about the reliability of my setup and it's the potential of my wardrobe tripping over, as from what ive tested, its lightweight and only requires a small force to do that. So I'm afraid that maybe during the convulsions which follow unconsciousness, I might cause the wardrobe to fall. The wardrobe is not fixed to the wall and unfortunately theres no way to do that due to the special conditions of my apartment. Another concern is the height level of the bar. Its relatively low and I can just knee or sit during the process (I cannot be standing). I could potentially unscrew and screw again the bar in a higher place in my wardrobe, but such an intervention may further affect the stability of the setup.

The rationale behind the method: Hanging is a common, simple, effective and readily available method. Partial hanging is even more available, and relatively common, although not as common as complete full suspension hanging from what ive researched. Even though some people here seem to believe that partial is more common than complete hanging, i dont think thats the case. But at least I can do it in my own home, so its easier to take the initiative, and no one can catch you during the process, or at least in my case where i live alone. The drawback with partial is that you can back out, whereas with complete hanging once you take the final step, its over. Complete hanging seems like a preferred option if you really wanna get this over with, but I can hardly motivate myself to get out of my house let alone find a place to hang. Nevertheless, Im in a city which I hardly know. Even if I live here for the past two and a half years, I dont have a single soul of companion here in order to explore the place. So I dont know where to hang. There are mountainous terrains with forests outside the city which i never explored and i dont have a vehicle to go there. I can only rely on public transportation and taxi drivers which cannot take me to a remote place without raising concerns. So partial hanging is my way, at least for now.

I don't know if I forgot something. If I did I will add it later in the comments below. So tell me what do you think about the plan? Do you have any other further suggestions?

I wasn't originally gonna make this post, as I feared that this may assist someone by giving them useful information, which would go against my conscience. But I figure there is already a ton of information on this site readily available for anyone who wants to see. I just reproduce the same information that has been shared countless of times. Like I said, this post is pretty redundant. So I may consider my contribution negligent.
 
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Nice post. Pads on the sides of the necks can increase the pressure on the carotid arteries making it quicker to pass out though.
 
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Nice post. Pads on the sides of the necks can increase the pressure on the carotid arteries making it quicker to pass out though.
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Johnzaga23

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Nice post. Pads on the sides of the necks can increase the pressure on the carotid arteries making it quicker to pass out though.
But don't they increase the contact area, distributing the force and thus reduce pressure? But I also thought that they may remove pressure from the trachea/windpipe and distribute it on the carotid arteries, thus protect the trachea and also increase the pressure around the arteries. But at the end of the day, it all comes down to expirimentation. What kind of padding do you recommend? Some kind of cloth for example?
 
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TakeItAWAY

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Jan 20, 2025
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I will share the details of my preferred method before my first (and hopefully last) attempt which will hopefully take place in the following days.
I know this post may be redundant, since this site has been inflated with this kind of posts, but here we are.

Method: Partial hanging
Ligature material: general-use polyester rope
Thickness of the rope: 10-12mm. I've learned that the rope must be rather thin, so the pressure is enough to close the carotid arteries.
Length of the rope: 2 meters is more than enough.
Anchor point: The metal bar in my wardrobe
Type of knot for the anchor point: Snuggle hitch. Seems to be ideal for the bar.
Type of knot for the noose: Slip knot with two turns
Position of the knot: back of the neck
Position of the noose: high up the neck. It has also been suggested to place the noose close to the base of the neck, below Adam's apple. It will be tried if the previous doesn't work.
Body position: Kneeling, leaning forward while tilting the head downwards.

No paddings will be used unless I decide otherwise, as it seems that they reduce the pressure around the carotid arteries. But they may protect the trachea so I may reconsider if that's the case. It seems that the faster you tighten the noose, the quicker you reach unconsciousness, and you avoid pain, suffocation, and head bloating for a long period of time, even though it may be painful initially. Soap may be used for lubrication of the rope so it can tighten faster. A plastic material around the neck may be used to reduce friction and avoid rope burn. A hood or a plastic bag may be used to hide the face of the corpse and/or induce asphyxiation in case something goes wrong with the setup. Alcohol may be used to reduce pain and stress although I've never drunk before, so I will probably have to do some tests prior.

Other concerns: As for the strength of the anchor point, the ligature, and the knots, I'm confident that they're sufficient as I've tested them and they can hold my weight over extended periods of time. As for the potential of being found during the process, I live alone so I have plenty of time before I get found. But I have one last concern about the reliability of my setup and it's the potential of my wardrobe tripping over, as from what ive tested, its lightweight and only requires a small force to do that. So I'm afraid that maybe during the convulsions which follow unconsciousness, I might cause the wardrobe to fall. The wardrobe is not fixed to the wall and unfortunately theres no way to do that due to the special conditions of my apartment. Another concern is the height level of the bar. Its relatively low and I can just knee or sit during the process (I cannot be standing). I could potentially unscrew and screw again the bar in a higher place in my wardrobe, but such an intervention may further affect the stability of the setup.

The rationale behind the method: Hanging is a common, simple, effective and readily available method. Partial hanging is even more available, and relatively common, although not as common as complete full suspension hanging from what ive researched. Even though some people here seem to believe that partial is more common than complete hanging, i dont think thats the case. But at least I can do it in my own home, so its easier to take the initiative, and no one can catch you during the process, or at least in my case where i live alone. The drawback with partial is that you can back out, whereas with complete hanging once you take the final step, its over. Complete hanging seems like a preferred option if you really wanna get this over with, but I can hardly motivate myself to get out of my house let alone find a place to hang. Nevertheless, Im in a city which I hardly know. Even if I live here for the past two and a half years, I dont have a single soul of companion here in order to explore the place. So I dont know where to hang. There are mountainous terrains with forests outside the city which i never explored and i dont have a vehicle to go there. I can only rely on public transportation and taxi drivers which cannot take me to a remote place without raising concerns. So partial hanging is my way, at least for now.

I don't know if I forgot something. If I did I will add it later in the comments below. So tell me what do you think about the plan? Do you have any other further suggestions?

I wasn't originally gonna make this post, as I feared that this may assist someone by giving them useful information, which would go against my conscience. But I figure there is already a ton of information on this site readily available for anyone who wants to see. I just reproduce the same information that has been shared countless of times. Like I said, this post is pretty redundant. So I may consider my contribution negligent.
i would suggest padding and above the adams apple my first attempt was very painful and i crushed my adams apple took weeks to recover and hurt to even eat or drink..
 
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Do you have anything heavy you could put in the bottom of the wardrobe to lower the center of gravity so it will not tip over so easily? Big books, metal objects, etc? Not sure when you are planning to attempt but good luck and I hope you find peace.
 
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Johnzaga23

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Dec 10, 2024
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i would suggest padding and above the adams apple my first attempt was very painful and i crushed my adams apple took weeks to recover and hurt to even eat or drink..
your injury was due to putting the noose under adams apple?
 
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pleaseletmein899

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Oct 30, 2024
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why would the conditions of your apartment matter in the end though? In terms of your furniture not being bolted
 
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TakeItAWAY

Member
Jan 20, 2025
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your injury was due to putting the noose under adams apple?
im not 100% sure i passed out and when i woke i was in crazy pain everything around my neck and lower jaw is numb still to this day
 
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I hope you find the peace you've been searching for and good luck!
 
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Johnzaga23

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im not 100% sure i passed out and when i woke i was in crazy pain everything around my neck and lower jaw is numb still to this day
when you woke up, were you hanging? Or did they found you or did the setup fail?
Do you have anything heavy you could put in the bottom of the wardrobe to lower the center of gravity so it will not tip over so easily? Big books, metal objects, etc? Not sure when you are planning to attempt but good luck and I hope you find peace.
I could put books it might help a little. Although still if i do a sudden movement im afraid that its gonna fall. Thanks though.
why would the conditions of your apartment matter in the end though? In terms of your furniture not being bolted
there is no way to fix my wardrobe to the wall but without getting into details i just say that the condition of the appartment doesnt allow it
 
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TakeItAWAY

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Jan 20, 2025
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when you woke up, were you hanging? Or did they found you or did the setup fail?

I could put books it might help a little. Although still if i do a sudden movement im afraid that its gonna fall. Thanks though.

there is no way to fix my wardrobe to the wall but without getting into details i just say that the condition of the appartment doesnt allow it
i was still choking im assuming SI kicked in and woke me up i dunno to be perfectly honest
 
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Sep 13, 2024
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Holy crap. You're doing the same i was planning to do
 
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Sep 23, 2024
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Hello! I was wondering if you practised or having any infomation on how long fif it take for you to lose consciousness if you have, what other symptoms did you get, etc. Didn't see that in your post (may have accidentally skipped over it though).

Anyways, this is very insightful :D
 
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Johnzaga23

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Hello! I was wondering if you practised or having any infomation on how long fif it take for you to lose consciousness if you have, what other symptoms did you get, etc. Didn't see that in your post (may have accidentally skipped over it though).

Anyways, this is very insightful :D
no i havent practiced yet but other people say that it takes about 13 seconds to lose consiousness. It depends on the person and on the pressure youre putting in your neck. thats why i chose a thin rope because the pressure is greater.
 
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Jan 28, 2025
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Very interesting. Nice post!
 
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Lola18

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Jan 19, 2025
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Any other alternatives you can use to a rope for this method?
 
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Lola18

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Jan 19, 2025
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Anything can work, like a belt or a bed sheet. But I think a rope is better. It's not hard to get one, just go to the hardware store and ask for one.
I don't know what length to get or what type or if they ask what it's for, I'm not sure what I would say? Then I don't know how I feel about the rough texture cutting into my neck.
 
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Lola18

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Jan 19, 2025
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2 meters is enough. If you're not sure, you can buy a longer one and get a cutter so you can cut it if you need to. Ask for a standard general use rope. They will give you a polyester rope. If they ask you, and they probably won't cause i went to buy rope four times already and they never asked me, say its for tying and securing objects to a truck or smth or say that someone else sends you and they didnt tell exactly what they need it for. Now the texture is indeed rough and cuts into your neck, but that just means that the pressure is high, which is what we need to pass out faster. If you want, you can buy a thicker rope, or add padings, or buy a softer rope, but i think that this may make the process slower.
What kind of padding can you use? How do i know what length to use, like if i need to cut it, I'm quite short and would want to tie it to a doorknob and sort of hang in a sitting or partial lying position, just because of the height of the doorknob?
 
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Johnzaga23

Student
Dec 10, 2024
167
What kind of padding can you use? How do i know what length to use, like if i need to cut it, I'm quite short and would want to tie it to a doorknob and sort of hang in a sitting or partial lying position, just because of the height of the doorknob?
sorry. my concience doesnt let me to further assist you. I shouldnt even start it. Im sure that there are plenty of people here that can help you.
 
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Skylar6

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Feb 11, 2025
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I will share the details of my preferred method before my first (and hopefully last) attempt which will hopefully take place in the following days.
I know this post may be redundant, since this site has been inflated with this kind of posts, but here we are.

Method: Partial hanging
Ligature material: general-use polyester rope
Thickness of the rope: 10-12mm. I've learned that the rope must be rather thin, so the pressure is enough to close the carotid arteries.
Length of the rope: 2 meters is more than enough.
Anchor point: The metal bar in my wardrobe
Type of knot for the anchor point: Snuggle hitch. Seems to be ideal for the bar.
Type of knot for the noose: Slip knot with two turns
Position of the knot: back of the neck
Position of the noose: high up the neck. It has also been suggested to place the noose close to the base of the neck, below Adam's apple. It will be tried if the previous doesn't work.
Body position: Kneeling, leaning forward while tilting the head downwards.

No paddings will be used unless I decide otherwise, as it seems that they reduce the pressure around the carotid arteries. But they may protect the trachea so I may reconsider if that's the case. It seems that the faster you tighten the noose, the quicker you reach unconsciousness, and you avoid pain, suffocation, and head bloating for a long period of time, even though it may be painful initially. Soap may be used for lubrication of the rope so it can tighten faster. A plastic material around the neck may be used to reduce friction and avoid rope burn. A hood or a plastic bag may be used to hide the face of the corpse and/or induce asphyxiation in case something goes wrong with the setup. Alcohol may be used to reduce pain and stress although I've never drunk before, so I will probably have to do some tests prior.

Other concerns: As for the strength of the anchor point, the ligature, and the knots, I'm confident that they're sufficient as I've tested them and they can hold my weight over extended periods of time. As for the potential of being found during the process, I live alone so I have plenty of time before I get found. But I have one last concern about the reliability of my setup and it's the potential of my wardrobe tripping over, as from what ive tested, its lightweight and only requires a small force to do that. So I'm afraid that maybe during the convulsions which follow unconsciousness, I might cause the wardrobe to fall. The wardrobe is not fixed to the wall and unfortunately theres no way to do that due to the special conditions of my apartment. Another concern is the height level of the bar. Its relatively low and I can just knee or sit during the process (I cannot be standing). I could potentially unscrew and screw again the bar in a higher place in my wardrobe, but such an intervention may further affect the stability of the setup.

The rationale behind the method: Hanging is a common, simple, effective and readily available method. Partial hanging is even more available, and relatively common, although not as common as complete full suspension hanging from what ive researched. Even though some people here seem to believe that partial is more common than complete hanging, i dont think thats the case. But at least I can do it in my own home, so its easier to take the initiative, and no one can catch you during the process, or at least in my case where i live alone. The drawback with partial is that you can back out, whereas with complete hanging once you take the final step, its over. Complete hanging seems like a preferred option if you really wanna get this over with, but I can hardly motivate myself to get out of my house let alone find a place to hang. Nevertheless, Im in a city which I hardly know. Even if I live here for the past two and a half years, I dont have a single soul of companion here in order to explore the place. So I dont know where to hang. There are mountainous terrains with forests outside the city which i never explored and i dont have a vehicle to go there. I can only rely on public transportation and taxi drivers which cannot take me to a remote place without raising concerns. So partial hanging is my way, at least for now.

I don't know if I forgot something. If I did I will add it later in the comments below. So tell me what do you think about the plan? Do you have any other further suggestions?

I wasn't originally gonna make this post, as I feared that this may assist someone by giving them useful information, which would go against my conscience. But I figure there is already a ton of information on this site readily available for anyone who wants to see. I just reproduce the same information that has been shared countless of times. Like I said, this post is pretty redundant. So I may consider my contribution negligent.
It does not seem as easy as some make out. Ideally one would pass out in 10 to 20 seconds. If not, I would abort the attempt. I have been experimenting with this over the past week, this is what I have discovered so far.
-I have found that a Scarf around the neck protects the skin from rope burns
- padding over the Adams apple (If you have one) protects the trachea
-tying the slipknot at the front means its easier to adjust
-face the rope with the knot at the front allows for pressure on the trachea to be minimal whilst adding your weight.

Having said all that the closest I have got is a euphoric and then uncomfortable state.
Getting the rope to push into the sides of the neck as fists or a hand would, is proving very difficult.

I'm not in this for the suffering after all -thats the one thing I'm trying to remove from my life as I try this. It's all taking too long to get this right. Not sure what else to do.
 

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