Venting Here we go again

[wishingdeath]

No luck on the sn but i think ive found some pn ive ordered.

Last time i ordered i got a welfare. Hoping as its a different chemical they'll bypass it.

If they don't, I don't think I can maintain as calm this time. Its so stupid how they just force people who don't want to be alive to be alive. This world is so behind and yeah, it's actually selfish ironically.

I really hope this works. Using this thread to update & hopefully we're now getting somewhere.

I'm nervous for a check, I can't afford anymore red flags, but I also feel a huge weight off my shoulders and hope this can actually come to me. Fingers crossed :') because I literally can't, and don't want, to do this.

 

[imagonner]

No luck on the sn but i think ive found some pn ive ordered.

Last time i ordered i got a welfare. Hoping as its a different chemical they'll bypass it.

If they don't, I don't think I can maintain as calm this time. Its so stupid how they just force people who don't want to be alive to be alive. This world is so behind and yeah, it's actually selfish ironically.

I really hope this works. Using this thread to update & hopefully we're now getting somewhere.

I'm nervous for a check, I can't afford anymore red flags, but I also feel a huge weight off my shoulders and hope this can actually come to me. Fingers crossed :') because I literally can't, and don't want, to do this.

i hope it works out for you.

if it doesnt and you get another welfare check, dont flip out on them, because it will be 1000 times worse.

wait til they re gone and then smash up your house if you want to, but when they re there, take deep breaths and act stupid.