Faith.fornow
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- Feb 4, 2026
- 23
I'm going to ctb soon but the one thing that is putting me off is that my apartment is infested with cockroaches. I don't want to ctb outside in the cold I already have plans on hanging in the closet and scheduling messages a long enough time to make sure I've exited but not to decompose. But I'm nervous about when the emergency services come to find me there will be cockroaches on all over me or in my mouth or something. I have a N95 mask that I'm thinking about wearing because I've heard I've peoples tongues protruding as well and that sounds awful. I know I'll be too dead to care but I'm putting a lot of planning into my death and what happens after.
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