I'm just guessing don't know what happened to OP. I don't know any details . I assume there was brain damage from an injury. A brain injury can cause speech problems too , typing or problems doing anything. This is my worst fear getting brain damage from an injury, car accident, fall, attack, brain stroke accident, alsheimers etc. It's very difficult for me to ctb as it is . So I know with brain physical damage I would be unable to do the things I need to do to ctb which is my only escape. So I'd be trapped.
In person I've seen people with brain damage from strokes etc. It's horrible some can't speak or do simple things
The prolifers are evil for banning assisted suicide and nembutal . There are millions of people suffering and millions more that don't want to live. But they are trapped here against their will suffering very much in torture only because prolifers made suicide so difficult. The prolifers are the torturers
We are all going to die anyway so let the ones that are suffering or don't want to live, let us go